II WALK ALONE .

2008-06-02T10:47:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps , remember i've already said that i have change in blog links ? So email me to get my new url! I'm really shocked with the number of people still reading this rotted blog . So email to get my new link instead of reading the blog which i never blog anymore !

Email me now ya ? haha! sharon9186@hotmail.com

tons of loves .

xoxo , sharon (:

me and love .

2008-04-13T00:09:00.000-07:00

Okay people , i've changed my blog url . So email me if you want my new url .
@ sharon9186@hotmail.com
thankyou (:

& WHICH MEANS I'M GOING TO STOP BLOGGING HERE .
EMAIL ME OR TEXT ME THROUGH MSN , AND I'LL GIVE YOU THE NEW URL

LOVES ,
SHARON (:

2008-04-12T18:33:00.000-07:00

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Oh My schedule is packed for the next few days , so i wouldn't have much time to company elmer so much . Let this post be a short one yeah .

I had lessons today , yes today was an saturday , i was really very tired in classes , i'm trying to find things to perk me up during lessons , but seems like nothing can , only after ronald came , then the lecture room was at least filled with laughters . And also hairul . Cause they were saying vulgarities all the time , and it was really funny when hairul kept saying :
''hong gan lah ''

uh huh his a malay so you can imagine his accent when his saying hokkien , it will be really funny! Ha! Oh then we had break , and the canteen was filled with strangers . We were puzzled when the tables in the canteen were emptied , and the food stalls were not open .

We went to grab some food at the fruit juice stalls , and we stood&eat . There was like free candy floss , popcorns,currypuffs , ice cream . Ronald wento get curry puff and excitedly came back to us and say ''it's free! '' After his currypuff , he went for his ice cream . Timo and Hairul went to get their candy floss , after looking at the candy floss , i actually went over to the stall and get one for myself . And the candy floss was really melting really fast , and all the sticky substances onto my hand .

uh huh , kids loving candy floss.

Okay elmer just text me and says his going to sleep , haha! It's only 6pm in the evening . He slept at 11pm at i went over to look for him , cause we plan for lunch last night , but he was sleeping so i squatted at the sofa beside him all the time , until i was really freezing hard , i was about to froze to death , watching him sleep . And haha! He called me over to sleep beside him . Then went i decided to go home and have my lunch , and he quickly woke up and say he wanna go eat , cause he didn't know i intend to go home that early .

So i was forcing him back to his sleep , but i didn't manage to . He wants to have lunch with me . So cabbed over to the coffeeshop nearby my house , cause he was craving for the rice there . Then we slacked under some random block nearby .

I'll be getting my naval pierced first , before getting a tattoo . I had the mindset of piercing my naval after piercing my tongue . But that mindset soon went off suddenly , and now it came right back . I'll be going together with yeewee,ronald,hairul and maybe some other people . Yeewee will be piercing his nipple , oh my! Ronald changing his stud . Okay this bunch of us simply very engross with tattoos and piercings .

One fine day i'll show you ronald's face . haha! But i have one at the post below , scroll to the very bottom and you'll see , but actually his piercings aren't that scary , but they actually suits him very well . When he first came to this school he only had his tongue piercing , then slowly another 3 more piercings pop out on his face . He got a bridge piercing , eyebrow and uh septum .

Ohmy! I'm really kinda crazy . Honestly i love piercings , but too bad i can't have them . I want to have the piercings i want in my mind . But i guess i can erase off that mindset of mine , cause it wouldnt happen!

my!my! Didn't i say this would be a short post ? roll eyes *

----------------------------------------- hey people , i'll be blogging at my new blog url from tomorrow onwards , i will update with you people . If those that are reading all these while and kept quiet . I know who are the people reading my blog . And uh huh , if you still wanna continue reading my blog ? Just tag me at my current blog , and i will contact you very soon (: For the time being i will remove all my friends link in my current www.ii-walk-alone.blogspot.com . Yup i'm doing pre caution . Thankyou tag me soon .

2008-04-11T21:58:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps , i realise that i can no longer blog at this link . I'll be changing my link very soon due some personal reasons , cause i found out that one of my family members is reading my blog . And i feel very uneasy , cause they never thinks what i think. So after this person read , will tell up to my mom! That is something i don't really like !

And yeah it's public but i seriously feelvery uneasy about . I just wanna do what i want to do and , it's not totally wrong , not say i get into gangs or bad influence. What i do doesnt mean i'm an ahlian or what . That is not the way you judge me .

Uh talking bout that , i'll be getting naval pierced and a tattoo prolly very soon . Yup . And i repeat , i'm not getting into bad influences !
Piercings , it's totally hawt!
Tattoos , it's a type of art , not only for gangsters!

fuck alright .

2008-04-10T23:12:00.000-07:00

You neglected me alot .
HI PEOPLE , i'm blogging again . I just drank alot . Wanna get drunk and boom not to think so much , won't be so sad . I don't wanna cry .

I drank alot , i feel like vomitting already . I'm not drunk yet , i'm still sober .

elmer.gan , why must you treat me like this , you weren't like this . neglect neglect neglect .
I'm going to fuck care already .

If i can smoke right now that would be great
bye .

2008-04-10T20:19:00.000-07:00

It's me and baby's five months together today .
I went to look for him in the morning , we supposed to go out today but what i expected actually did happens . Cause i know he will be sleeping only in the morning , so which means he will sleep throught the entire day , nah not the entire day , actually till 4 plus is the afternoon , so we just went to alameen toeat , thats all . And i went home after that .

Basically we did nothing , well it's alright 5 months is nothing big . There isn't really a need to celebrate , not going to meet him tomorrow .

To those wanna meet me tomorrow , contact me! I'll be free after 1.30pm in the afternoon .

I'm really feeling very bored .

you slept in the afternoon .
then we talk for a few sentence at msn
you told me you brb , play game
then i waited for you
then you sms me say you going ah ma house .

HA! what a wonderful day for me today , i really appreciate it alot.
Oh i love today.

Not in the mood to blog rather emo-ed .

2008-04-09T21:03:00.000-07:00

Hello earth-lings , i maybe be working already .
To all ,
for those who wanna work with me ,

Please contact me .
Working hours is up to you .
Doing data entry
No dress code
Your pay depends on how much you type .
Place :yishun or at your own HOUSE!

Contact me asap (:

I ate tons of foods today! I had char kway tiao & chicken chop for lunch . Then after lessons i ate fries , went back home then i ate again . Really ate tons , and full like 92845075824 times!

I'm going downstairs soon to get tidbits . I'm getting hungry again . theres nothing to blog today so ,

Bye .

2008-04-08T20:10:00.000-07:00

Don't be suprise if you see my primary pictures of the post are in black and white and wearing the same clothes whatever , no i don't wear the same clothes everyday , they're all taken in one day . Yes i know it's crazy , but it's totally normal!

Well first thing first before i start ,

Happy 17th birthday to my darling meishan!
haha love you tons !

Anyway my nails are not fake , yes it is around 1cm long , but it's not fake! It's my actual real nails , i did not do nails extensions .

I'm having problems with my phone , i cannot slide close the phone , when i slide it close , my phone will either one. off two. white out . Yes it's white out instead of black out . Cause i can't see anything on the screen except for a pure white background . oh deer! If i wanna fix it , will be around 60 buckaroos .

I'm still in the mid of saving money for my digi cam . After getting a digi cam , will either be getting a i touch or a i phone . Really envy ronald and donovan , those idiots . Ronald my primary school friend! haha! After getting both of these digital gadgets i will be selling of whatever phone i'm using at that time , and use a lousy phone . Cause i don't need a phone that have camera and walkman functions . Cause by then , i'll be bringing my camera and ipod with me all the time and everywhere i go . Cause it's a must have!

I've the habit of reading newpaper everyday on my way to school , i'll feel very uneasy if i forgot to buy one , and feel very very bored on my way to school .

I went to ikea yesterday during breaktime and bought a metal box forall my nail polishes , cause my current box is too full already , need a bigger case . So i went to get one at ikea . And it's really kinda huge if you say you wanna put nail polishes in it . So i was holding on to the box on my hand when i board the bus, i go for dinner. And it really catches alot of attention . Everybody's eyes are on you .

After dinner with Elmer last night , we went to get a new cage for benben (:

After lessons tody we suprised meishan with a birthday cake , and i rush off to go down to Elmer's house , cause des & garald taking cab , so i went with them , cause it's all around .

Then b decided to get a partner for benben , and we went to panjang and gt a female one . And named it chouchou . She's really smelly girl , cause on our way back home , she already have 7 pieces of shits inside the container .

Then benben and chouchou was really funny , when we put them together .

uh huh i am really really disgusted and annoyed certain people's behaviour , so old yet so young .
grow up pls , stop acting like a small kid . I wouldn't be naming cause this is public . And you really disgust me when i found what you have done , which is so despicable act . my oh my!
TSK TSK TSK .

meishan's cake (:
timo is sucha extra .
ants!

meishan(:

oh i accidentally click the multi burst mode without realising it , and the pictures turns out like this . click for clearer. picture .

me and rebecca

meishan .

today i class , was really bored .

donovan and justin .

hairul and ronald ! (:

2008-04-06T18:49:00.000-07:00

where is the love?
Accompanied my maid out to renew her passport or something . And went to town . While waiting for her to do her passport stuffs , i actually took some photographs . Not much to take there . So wasn't able to take much , sad huh .

Walk around then i went home . Really bored , was supposely meeting Elmer today , but he was sleeping . So nevermind.

Oh ya , and i haven't been having enough sleep this few days , i'm very tired & i wanna sleep . But i don't know why i always automatically wanna wait for him . It's so hard to change , i'm trying to like change that i go out with my friends and all these stuffs and don't wanna always keep on stick to him you see .

Sighs , i'm tired , really tired .

sometimes i don't know how i should react in the way you talk to me , really sucks .
really . sometimes i don't know what am i doing , whether it was right or wrong or you were the one right or wrong . am really confuse and sometimes i really couldn't stand the way you talk to me , i flare up at times , i kept quiet at times . What am i suppose to do ? oh my god , sighs .

Sorry for the emo post , cause i'm feeling kinda emo .

b's

There you go the photographs :
path.
leafs on tree trunk.

baby leaves.
Nassim Rd.

path to dustbin.

STK
ants war! (:
metal drains , leafs .
oh love this picture(:

puddle of water in leaf .

food , not for me . For my maid .
drooling not ?
drooling yet ?
haha!

i'll give you the things you want , baby .

2008-04-05T18:42:00.000-07:00

paper . me & camera .

Came back home early to go out for dinner with my family later . It's only 6.30! Oh my . Cause Elmer wants to go home to gym with his friend.

So i was suppose to go school today , but i didn't went , cause i don't feel like going . And i went to look for Elmer in the morning and slept for a few hours , we plannd to go to Botanic garden today for photography session . I scared that he was bored when i'm taking photos , so i decided not to . And use raining as an excuse . So we went to wesmall instead and walk around . went to shop and save to get beansprout and cucumber for benben .

Then we went back home to feed benben with cucumber and beansprout . Benben is a very very naughty boy . He always dig and dig and dig , like never ending . Then we went back to westmall to catch the movie shutter .

Nothing much , it's very similiar to the Thai version , i heard from the radio that theres a difference at the ending . But i don't see any!
Give it a three stars out of five . And the people at the back is very irritating , make funny sounds till me and Elmer turned around and look at the same time . Then we cabbed , to my house then he went home .

Okays i'm going out for dinner .
Bye (:

vintage camera , the lens is close(:

2008-04-04T21:19:00.000-07:00

one love is all i need.

hello,wello. I haven't shower yet , and it's kinda late already . And i didn't expect myself that i only had one meal today . And that one proper meal for the day . I always eat junk foods etc , french fries , tidbits , ice creams , and other finger food so on an so fourth . & because of that , i always got reprimanded by Elmer , he wants me to eat proper food instead of all the junk foods . But it's really hard to kick the habit of eating all this junks , cause i really really love dem very very much . I crave for dem more then proper food . I always have cravings for food , then , if i don't get to eat it , i'm like not so contended. But why must we categorise them as junk foods , it's also food , but the difference is that it's not as filling as rice , beehoons , noodles etc .

End of the food topic .

& i'm currently trying very very very hard to save money , and get my camera . Cause i really love photography just that i don't get to have a good camera yet .
To Iris :
We'll go for photography sessions at botanic garden , or maybe some ulu ulu place to take photos alright ? And i really can't wait , we'll go maybe next week or maybe even tomorrow or maybe the day after . When it comes to photography , i get really exicited!
Places to go :
Botanic garden
Ulu ulu places
Train tracks .

I wasn't really studying in school today , first i was late for school , then i was talking throughout the whole physics lessons , after the break , was at the backside of the smoking area with Rebecca talking tons of stuffs . And we actually skipped the whole entire chemistry lesson . We did went back to class for like less then five minutes then came out of class again . And we actually sat there throughout and talk again, went back to class to get our stuffs when it was 1.25pm . Lessons ends at 1.30pm(:
So as you can see , how shag is it . I don't have the motivation to study at all lah! * Smacks forehead.

So basically i went to school today , to :

Talk
Eat
Read newspaper
Talk again
Talk again & again
Then again ...
......

Really talk bout alot of stuffs , talked about certain people . I know two friends better after today , cause i really didn't talk much to the new intake people(Sssss) . But well hey! They aren't as dao as what i thought at the first place . So yeah, really look forward for the photography session with Iris .

Kinda worried for Rebecca too .

So i actually went to look for Elmer after lessons , and played with ben ben ( hamster ) . Elmer wants to name it as ben ben , in chinese which is double stupid . haha!

I'm done with blogging . argh! Saturday classes is shag! It's a day to go out , not to study!
RAH .

Iris&me(:

2008-04-03T19:43:00.000-07:00

Hello world , back home , no lessons today went to look for elmer in the morning thn sept till afternoon and went to have lunch , then bought hums to his ahma's house to eat . Can you imagine that we just had our lunch and eat 1 kilo of hums down . haha! B always have a humongous appetite , after that cabbed to imm and walk around and b bought his game at challenger for like 74 bucks lah , he loves it (:
Then we cabbed down to panjang to get our hamster (: I'm missing it already it's at b's house , was suppose to follow me home today but if it follows me back home i need carry it to mrt tmr cause i got school , and i'll be picking up alot of attention . haha! I'm going to dig out my hamster's stuff , i don't know where i place them already .

Cause i use to have hamster .

tons of love (:

bought this for my nephew at daiso , so funny lah .

aint it cute ?

haha! BYE (:

2008-04-02T20:34:00.000-07:00

Hello , woke up today and went to look for elmer . Then we cab to rail mall to have breakfast . Then went back to his house again , then after looking at my childhood photos , cause i brought three photo books for him to laugh at . haha! That idiot laugh at me naked swimming . chey bye . haha! Then went to batok to meet bernard , cause he was servicing his bike then we walked to batok ite , companied baby there cause he wanna assk stuff . Then we companied bernard to ave his lunch , then i watch tv at his house ,they both watching youtube .

Then ask elmer to fetch me go school using bernard's bike . LOLL bernard was like huh ?

Then went for lessons . so yeah thats it for the day .

elmer blur sotong .

2008-04-01T19:20:00.000-07:00

- No , pictures for the day!-

Haha , i know it's bored without pictures , no photoshop no pictures ): Yes yes , b is still doing his tattoo , ever since afternoon . After so long his still doing his back . His going to do his leg as well , oh my gosh! haha!

I was late for schoolagain today , cause i woke up at 8 plus , and i took a long time to make up today , i don't know why . After lessons , went back to old school to meet up with my gf(s) . Well miss them so , and saw quite a number of familiar faces back in there . And saw my deer , aizat . Hahas, it's my deer instead of dear . Bbss sports day tomorrow , i won't be able to go , cause i got lessons in the afternoon , and morning go look for elmer .
Went to lunch with the girls at subway , and had our girls talk as usual . We will always do it you see , it's a routine (:

Went home early today , and reach home fucking bored la . So i decided to blog la .

Okay, anyway whoever is reading keep every fucking single thing to yourself , this is my blog . I do and say whatever i want , even you have blood relations with me , i don't fucking care . Don't leak any single thing out . I put password in the pass because someone is reading my blog and telling stuffs to my mum . Now it's happening again . So shut the fuck up . And my blog is not for you people out there to give links to each other , even though i say bad stuffs bout the person .

And i don't welcome spammers , and whoever the fuck give out my link to any certain people . I tell you , you better watch out , even though today is april's fool , but i'm not kidding at all .

Don't force me to put password back to my blog and only certain people can come , i don't want to start that again . I'm really pissed when i see things , and i'm not as stupid as wad you people think , i can check things up really , i just check my ___ lap's , and i found out . Therefore , i'm saying all these stuffs .

So i'm saying once again , zip your mouth in whatever you see even if you care for me , before i stop talking to you even if you're my ____ . The actions of what you do makes me very annoyed, cause i don't need you to read my blog , and it doesn't welcome you , everybody except you . ccb .

I'm kinda agonise by some stuffs , i shall not say out and be very careful with my words here .

Okay stop , i need to ease my anger . Anyway happy april's fool day . At the struck of midnight i kinda fooled elmer , say i'm going to immigrate to some other country , he was actually very sleepy at that time , and after i fooled him , he kind of cannot to sleep that kind . haha!
I'm so bored at home .

I miss elmer , goodbye .

& i'm angry with you! fucker , chey bye .
I don't wanna scold vulgarities at my blog you forced me to .

2008-03-30T18:54:00.000-07:00

Just reach home not long , came back home cause my maid cooked dinner today , wake up early in the morning and went to the cemetry . Then went home shower , and b meet me at my house downstairs and we went for lunch .

Then we went to westmall to buy his emla numbing cream . Then went back to his house cause he wanna drive . So went to pick his dad's car , and we meet hendi at the carpark , and company him to town , and company him to lunch . Then we drove back to b's house , watch tv . Then went to eat again , then meet michelle then he fetch me back home .

Thats it , my sunday is just like this , like a snap and gone .

Going to keep this post short , can't think of anything to blog yet . So maybe i'l blog again , i'm in the living room now watching tv and blog at the same time . I'm feeling so sleepy , i'm going to sleep early tonight . And i have school tomorrow , i haven't done any homework . I doubt i can make it for my Os .

While waiting for mich by the lift . I imitated b's face .

his pig face .

do you really think his phone got camera ? Bullshit it's a no , can you even see a camera ?

You're a fool if you think there is .

No it's not my idea it's his idea , i copied his actions again.
there you see

he emo la! Cause michelle still not coming out .

clown.elmer (:

BYE .

2008-03-29T21:29:00.000-07:00

♥ twins , ilove.

Okay really sucks tons without the photoshop in baby's lappy . Okay now i have to explain again . My own desktop is spoiled , so no photoshop . Felt so weird without it , makes me don't wanna post up photos without editing it .

Had lessons in the morning , yes you did not see wrong , and you can look up before this post to double check , yes today is a saturday . & yah i have lessons , your eyes are not playing tricks , don't ask me why , ask m-d-i-s (:

Anyway i got lessons every saturday , so shag . I woke up late like at 10 , my lessons were at 9 so i reach outside the school and saw daniel&co . Then daniel pat the floor beside him , and wants me to sit there , so i sat there . Then call donovan , timing were just right they were having break , and were just about to walk out of school . And waited for them and went to eat with them . No i didn't eat i just drank .

I actually just went school for less then an hour then i'm off , after the break was already 12 plus , and teacher teach , and ask us to do I quickly do the essay , and went off and bused down to elmer's house . And he called me , i know his up to something again .

This time i know , i look back but still don have i quickly open his house door , i thought i would have to take out the keys , but the door is actually unlocked , i quickly went in and locked the door . I thought he was in the house . After awhile the door bell rang . haha! he was locked outside , he blame himself that he shld jump out earlier .

We were laughing like hell , i was teasing him la . Then we watch a lil of tv and went off to his ahma's house , then went to lunch with his sis , and jaymond . Brought jaymond to get his new pair of glasses and cut his hair . Then did manicure again .

Then went home . Reach home about 9 . Feeling sleepy , got to wake up like 6am tomorrow , to go to the cemetry to pay respects .

I'm going to have my showers after this post . The weather is freaking hot'in'here!

h-e-l-p ~

BYE , happy whatever day .

2008-03-28T20:24:00.000-07:00

*oh retard!
Hello , i just had my dinner which is just a packet of french fries , i topped up alot tidbits , for my supper when i'm hungry at night . My parents are away till monday , they went to malaysia , was suppose to go with them , so i can bring elmer along . But i've got lessons today and monday , so i wasn't able to follow .

Had science practical the whole day . so we were suppose to collect our labcoats from the office , and the lab coats were huge . I woke up late , and suddenly called donovan ask him if his going to school , and which class first . He was still sleeping then . Then i met him at the jurong , and that idiot was late for 20 mins close to half an hour .

And went to get a pack of cigs , cause i think if i still don't smoke , i think i'm going to die out of oxygen . Am i exaggerating or what ? But it's true la , wp! I really find it hard to breathe , elmer say i'm just hallucinating , but no i swear i'm not hallucinating .

Went for practical , and so boring today , quickly rush off after school , and bus down to elmer's house . That idiot knows i'm reachig his house already , then he called me asking where am i , i know his pattern one , i know his going to do something funny like scaring me behind my back suddenly , it always happen .

I fell for the trap again today . I reach his house , took my shoes of then i kept turning back to see if his going scare me or wad , but don have , so when i was about to double check again , boo . I got a heart attack from that idiot . haha!
Then he just kept giggling after scaring me , giggling at my shocked face . Then next step he giggle all the way and he ran in to his house , no he was running into his house , but tip toe-ing at the same time , then i quickly went in as well . I know his going to scare me again , then i walk past the toilet , peeking in slowly , but i'm too slow . boo there he goes again . I got another heart attack , half of my life is left .

then i took out the orange juice in my bag and ask him to put it in the fridge for me , then i think and i said '' i cannot rely you la , haha! '' I snatch the bottle and ran out of his room , then i quickly went back , and past by his dad's room , and boo there he goes again , quarter of lifespend is left . haha!

He felt my heart beating at an abnormal speed , cause i get 3 shocks you see , why wouldn't my heart beat be like this . We slack and rest awhile and went of to have our lunch . After lunch watch tv , and i left cause needa go home to take care of my nephew .

I wrote a list of stuff to get from elianto at malaysia , and i pass the list of items to mummy , and told her to get it for me . Most of them are cosmetics , and nail polish (:

I'm going off do my manicure and pedicure right now .

Elmer is sleeping , i'm sleepy too , but i realise i got stuffs to do , so i'm not going to sleep .

done , goodbye (:

meishan look so cute la!

argh i still got a problem remembering my new classmates names , i can't type their names out , even i know them for like almost full four months , but i still doesn't know their names .

The guy at the right is a-shiq or wad ? i dunnoe how to spell either , i told him to chuck his hands into the pockets , because if not he looks like staying at those high class hotel , just finish showering or just awake wearing bathrobe . Then he was complaining so troublesome i think .

handsome or not ? haha!

2008-03-27T20:13:00.000-07:00

p.s its nt elmer's bed , it's my brother's .

Feeling so weird cause i'm blogging again . Elmer is still sleeping & i'm at home , doing nothing , walking aimlessly at home . But how big can a house be ?! My house aint like those big bungalows , or even double bungalows , which mean two in one . Which you can play all the childhood games like catching , hide&seek whatsoever .
Mine is just a normal five-room flat! So how far can i walk in my house ? RAH! I didn't had my roti-prata , i didn't even had my lunch . Which means i only had one meal today , when i'm a type of persons needs a minimum of 2 meals to keep my stomach full . I was really suffering from starvation the whole afternoon waiting for elmer to be awake . I went out to watch tv after i blogged at his house , after i finish the show , i went up to him . He told me to order mac .

Then i checked out the website , and thought of what to it . I called up and dont know what the hell are they saying , seems like only can order online . So i went up unwillingly , cause i dont wanna wake him up . And i explain to him , he say huh then how ? Then bang he went back to slp without telling me whether he still wants to eat or not , or i want to eat or not .

I stood infront of his bed for like a few mins , and stone there , thought he would be awake . No his not , i went down the stairs . And went out to watch tv again . Trying to bear with the hunger . I dont mind not eating . But i'll get those gastric pain coming you see .

I should have meet up with my friends today or do something else , rather then staying at his house watch him sleep and watch fucking boring tv shows . ccb .

Before i left , i went up to him again , and tell him i go le .
He open his arms , asking me to go over to him . ok i went over under his arms , hugged me
Bang no response he went back to sleep again . I put his hands aside and went down the stairs and left a note to him .

I got a heavy sleeper boyfriend .

We don't talk much in each day already , cause our timing is totally different . I sleep he wake up that kind , he sleep i wake up . It's like the timing i had during my run-away from home . I understand that , so NEVERMIND! Wouldn't blame him .

I'm going off already feeling kinda emo .
Gah m i'm feeling emoed again . SHAG .

2008-03-27T14:09:00.000-07:00

Well i'm just awake not long , elmer is still sleeping he slept in the morning so he couldnt wake up yet . So while waiting for him to come down from his bed i decided to continue changing my blogskin which i've stopped halfway through yesterday , and boom i change it in like 10 mins , where usually i take a long time to change it . Maybe a whole 2-3 hour process ?

Yes yes , was playing viwawa , i thought with all the '' si wan '' , '' dong feng '' everything the cute lil sounds would wake elmer up . But the songs at window media player covered up the sounds , damn it . haha! I'm so evil , cause i'm hungry . I'm clever enough that i stuffed two packets of finger food into my bag . Cause this kind of situation always happen , whereby elmer is still sleeping and i wake up , with a hungry stomach .
Then usually
I stood up from his bed ,
B : where you going ?
me: going downstairs
B: you don wan pei me or something like that

Then i will complain i'm hungry
Then he will ...
B: aiyerrr , ok la i wake up
me: It's okay you can continue sleeping .
B: But i'm really tired mah .
me : Then go slp , you wake already then we go eat .

haha! It always happen luh you see . Even just now . But it's different just now , cause i came down from his bed already , using the computer , i off-ed his air con ( too cold ) , then he called out for me ,
B : BABY !
me : huh ?
B : where you go ?

I'm here luh , okay enough of conversations . There was once even funnier , he thought i actually went missing cause i wasn't sleeping beside him and he woke up touching the space i usually sleep and found im not there . Cause usually people just awake or something they will be like blur blur . You couldn't think properly , instantly you will think the negative sides .

yeah haha! I suddenly have the cravings for roti prata . So random , nono not suddenly , it's ever since just now .
LOL waiting for that guy to be awake then i can have my roti prata .
I'm off to jump on him , nah i wouldn't be so cruel / heartless creature .

goodbye (:

2008-03-26T20:40:00.000-07:00

Tons of apologies for not blogging , cause i was reall-eh busy . Just had my dinner , came back home with my brother after school , cause his camp was just right beside my school , so i called him up after school , and checked if he had left the place .

So before going to school , i was waiting for bus to go to elmer's house he called me up , and say wait for him at the bus stop , and he will come and fetch me . I was thinking then how is he going to fetch me ? through cab ? through mum's car ? But when i thought of it , his mum would never left him drive again , so it's impossible . And actually he came with bernard's bike . I didn't know bernard was at his house , so the bike never come up to my mind at all .

He wore the helmet for me , and we went to timah to meet up with bernard . Had our lunch , then went lan gaming , and i bus to his house while he sit bernard's bike . They were kinda sparring at home just now , i took tons of photos of them . So i left for school at around 3 plus . Like was about to 4 my bus came , when my lesson starts at 4 . Took the bus and past by timah , say jayme chasing for bus . hahas! grins * quickly called up aizat and get his number and msged him . Haha , you don't look like an idiot luh (:

aha! was late for school which mean late for tests . Oh yay , no lessons for me tomorrow . So i'll go over to elmer's house in the morning to look for him . I want an iphone so much , so i can surf the net anywhere i want to , only if theres internet acess! haha!.

elmer is at town with bernard right now , was suppose to meet him after school for dinner , but mum cooked , so went back to eat .

my oh my! theres physics practical this coming friday , haven't collect my labcoat yet , i should have collect it today .

I think i'm going to check the wheather forecasts for this coming weekend .

I'm so bored right now , can someone entertain me please ? But definitely not those irritating ones .

cover your eyes , hahas!

he was yawning and i just snap it .

he was peeking at my nehneh luh.
you see .

goodbye.

2008-03-23T01:15:00.000-07:00

okay was webcaming with vanessa , and stephy . Kan funny , cause i was imitating L , you know that funy guy in death note ? Yes , thats him . Imitating how he eat , how he sits , so on & so fourth .

Okays it's a saturday today , i'm not very sure if i have lessons today , but i 50-50 sure i got no lessons today . Cause the letter says so . So i woke up at 11 by my stomach . I was hurting badly , not because as if i'm pregnant , and was about to miscarriage! , no all wrong . Well because of my period luh , chey bye .

Text elmer , and tell him i'm awake , cause he didn't sleep , and i definitely know his going to reply . And i slack at home before i went out to elmer's house . Then we planned where to go , cause was suppose to g botanic garden today , but my dad wants me to be back with them to have dinner . So not too late . So changed of plans , and went over to elmer's ahma house to bring J out . J is just as playful as my nephew . okay for your info J is ah , elmer's nephew , yes .

Uh huh , we bus down to JP , and had our lunch . And brought J to toy'rus kids favourite hang out . Then we walk around , and got my french guide , and off to meet my parents at taman jurong for diner . Brought elmer & j along . We bus there , and elmer was so shy luh . Didn't see him in this feeling before , so polite so si wen you know ? Eat also eat nice nice . He was damn stress at that te . Then i didn sit car back with dad , company elmer take bus , and my maid follow along (:

Came back home to do my french mani , and b is aslp already . Miss him plenty every since he drop of the bus . Aye , companying my maid to church tmr , then meet elmer in the afternoon .

It's kinda late now . I want to go botanic garden so much , cause i wanna take photos . I love photographys . Flowers and everything there will be my model (:

I miss my girls , and i wanna meet out wit you girls this week , and lets study tgt .
mwahs mwahs mwahs . smacks ass (:
points middle finger to steph
kisses vanessa
write i love stephy on a piece of paper
write i love vanessa on a piece of paper
write stephy = bugger on a piece of paper (:
write fuck stephy on a peice of paper

Going to slp very very soon .
Godnight , it's 1am (:

webcam with elmer last night .

vanessa my darling .

ignore his fats , haha!

no fit zai . haha!

look at his face , ayeeeeeeeeeeee how cute! (:

na-ahaha ! bye!

2008-03-21T23:12:00.000-07:00

Hello ,

Okay stayed at home today . Searched for a suitable blogskin for prolly two hours or maybe more and i gave up the search and decided to browse through online shops looking for stuffs i wanted . Now i've emailed the shop owners , and waiting for their replies .

What does sorry exactly means ?
Sorry is a very important word to everybody . If you think it's not important then you're and idiot . It's a word that you use , when you did something wrong . It can be said in many ways , do in many ways to just to tell the another person that you're sorry . Actually this thing suddenly struck my mind when i thought of it . Whenever we do something wrong or did something accidentally wrong or what . This word comes out from our mouth nataurally or can i say automatically . Only morons woudn't say sorry if they thinks they are right .
& i'm not referring to anyone here , i'm just trying talk about a word .

So , elmer just awaken and text me , asking me to cook for him . That silly still lying down on the bed . Though we're having bad times in between us right now , but i will solve all these , and stay strong , keep holding on . What is the most important in love is that there must have this very important thing which is trust . & it's also all about give and take . I'll change for a better person . & try to trust you with all i can .

Going out with him tomorrow , but still don't have any idea of where to go . This is so bad . We were intending to fly kites tomorrow . But i just checked the wheather forecast . It's going to be showers with thunderstorm so which means it will be raining . So i don't think so . We'll go maybe next week or what .

I want to get so much stuffs . I'm going to take my eyes off clothes and everything that i ever wanted so that i can save my money up , and get them all at one go . At that point of time will be a very great feeling , cause you got money & you get the stuffs you wanted .

I'll stop blogging right here , yes here . And off to browse some online shop , blogs so on and so fourth .

goodbye ,

pictures that took quite long ago .
see my just hair dyed colour .

with ronald and daryl .
daryl and me in classes , with meishan in the middle . haha!
see all the iphones and handphones and ipods , psp , all over the table which means , we don't study in classes (:

2008-03-20T22:11:00.000-07:00

Hello people no classes for today so i went over to look for elmer in the morning , and slept all the way till afternoon , and we cooked our lunch and eat .
After lunch watch tv , and left to go school to collect my o lvl stuff , he company me along .
And we went to walk around at west mall , wasnt able to follow him to his ahma's house
cause mummy cooked dinner and waiting for me to be back home for dinner .
reach home at around 7 plus .

though i'm jealous that you talk to her , you ask her out and everything .
just stop lying to me . and i dare to say this , i finally understand how jay felt in the past , why he wasnt able to put trust on me again . But still i must say , his also at fault at times
okays now go back to me and elmer . So actually elmer did meet that bitch out .

My brother just called me and ask me out to drink , i asked elmer to go along , guess wad he tells me ? So strange go drink with my brother . Then i go drink with ur mum and ur frens in the beginning i also strange wad . Why cant you just like come over to my place , wads so stress . I'm also stress in the beginning when i meet ur parents wad . You force me can , i force you cannot .
Why all the guys are the same one .
I still don trust you .
Why am i landed in this kind of state whereby so many things happen in my relationships . Now i can already , but you don want . How long do you need time to prepare ? Wad do you want from me elmer.gan ? Stop talking to that bitch i tell ya . Even if i lose you to her , i got nothing to say . She herself gt bf already , I wouldnt do anything , i wouldn go slap her or whack her up anything .

What yours is yours .
By getting it by every means doesnt do you any good.

Hope elmer gets to read this .
BYE

2008-03-20T00:01:00.000-07:00

bitch stop talking to my bf . his my bf NOW , not yours anymore .
simply just fuckoff from us .
you're so fake to me . you wouldn want ur bf to talk to his ex stead and ask them out to eat right
so simply stop talking to my bf , thankyou bitch .

Anyway the bitch i'm referring to is elmer's ex okay ? (:

i'm so angry with elmer , till i ask him to fuck off , and i said i dont want to see him , when he kept helding me back .

bye people .
bye sanba.

2008-03-19T12:51:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling very vexed right now , cause of plenty of stuffs . baby is asleep and im not asleep yet . Okay went to town today with baby after school , and skip my night class and had a short nap at his house .

Went off at 9 plus , & i reached home 10 plus . i love my elmer
i really do (:

& people , you wouldn see me blogging so often anymore , cause i got no internet connection when i'm in my room , aye hard to explain here .
aye i've been spending time with that boy almost all the time man , it's like uhu glue , i must stick to him .

i'll pop up at his house tomorrow in the afternoon before going for lessons (:
& and meet him up again after lessons

sorry if they are no pictures , cause baby's lappy no adobe photoshop , cant edit pics . So anyway i didn't take any pictures recently , so yup . So i guess my blog has become so boring already huh .

goodnight to all ,
& goodnight to him .
love you to bits!

2008-03-16T13:29:00.000-07:00

Hey people , i'm blogging already . So i've post up the photos . So i did spend our four months tgt . Not going to blog about wad happen during i'm away . Cause i guess if i blog it , many problems will come .

& i've decided to remove my blog's password. Because i'm not longer using my own desktop , i borrowed from elmer his lappy , which his lappy couldn get in to my blog if the pass is there . So i gotta remove it . So i went back to school on wednesday , i woke up 3.30 when my lesson is at 4 .

Thursday -

went back to school with daryl to give some o levels stuffs . And went to queensway with yeewee & daryl .

Friday -

after school cab down to b's house and wait for his mum to get ready and we went to timah for lunch . After lunch went to westmall and walk around for quite a long time . Then after that they send me back home .

Yesterday i got lessons in the morning , and after lessons took a train down to town and meet b there . Cause we are going for movie . Buy tickets and went to have lunch . Then we walk around , and went to eat hums :D
Then went to catch our movie at 5.10pm (:
After movie went to shaw house to look for appple awhile , then we train back to batok to eat our dinner at kfc . Then he send me home , then i keep forcing his to go home with me . But he don dare , idiot , he say he very stress. LOLLL . Reach home at around 9 plus . Maybe next week we're going to fly kite or something. Maybe only . I'm rich on tuesday ! (:

I miss elmer , quickly wake up please.

waiting for train

vodka ! :D
club armani's lift (:
at mos . with mich

with b

me and calista at amber21

in bus
at his house
bernard , cineplex

2008-03-12T21:35:00.000-07:00

hey people i'm back home already . about me running away from home .
case close. i'll blog again after i borrowed laptop from baby . cause my com is spoiled . baby is in malaysia right now . i miss him many . and maybe i'm going to malaysia as well , my dad ask me to ask elmer along . But his coming on friday while im going on friday . oh my his in genting , hahs something bad happen to him there . His with his friends and i miss him ! i'll upload photos again . Bye for now .

2008-03-08T19:57:00.000-08:00

hey people , sorry for not blogging . Caue i'm away . Anyway just blog a few sentence .
I'll blog again when i'm back home .

Note to people :

I'm fine don't worry bout me . Thanks for all the care & concern .
Don't have to go around asking where am i . I miss all my friends .
& Mummy , i miss you especially . The most , imu mummy .
Don't try contactin me , cause i off my phone , to prevent being contact-ed . Thanks .

Thats for all . BYE .

much loves ,
sharon .

2008-02-19T20:27:00.000-08:00

♥ old school days

Had maths lessons today! I failed my maths test again . Ever since the school starts i only pass my maths test once , which is last weeks . Which means that i failed every single week . Cabbed down to b's house after school . And we maple awhile and went to cold storage to do groceries shopping . Went to bought groceries , cause his going to cook steak for me. We bought a bottle of sparkling juice as well , and i got myself box of oreo ice-cream to pamper myself :D

So i open the box up once we step out off cold storage . Took a packet out and took a bite on it . Elmer laughed at me , cause i ate till my lips are covered with black dots . That idiot . So we cabbed back to his house and started cooking . While i washes up some dishes . Then after that we dine in :D

That idiot can cook . We cooked mushroom soup , and i scope a bowl up for elmer's mummy to drink . After eating i wash the dishes then that idiot jus leave everything to me throw everything into the sink . LOLL . Cause he cook i wash (:

Slack at his house till 5 plus , and we played at the carpark with those chairs with wheels , pushing each other drifting the chair everything . We always act like small kids , play like one .

Come back maple . I want go maple now . I'm going to level 40 soon :D

my husband cooking . LOLL
the ready-to-eat food .

2008-02-18T22:43:00.000-08:00

♥ your favourite drink
Hey hey! I miss elmer so badly!!):

Anyway went to elmer's house this morning and play maple , and waited for his mom to get ready , and elmer playing maple . I was so damn bored , until i started tidying up his room fer him . I must have gone so crazy .. me-tidying-up-his-room ? I think my mind was off screw at that time , causes : boredom! Because i myself is so lazy to tidy up my room , and i'm tidying up somebody's else room . Nah ! Not somebody else , it's my hubby .

So we went to ikea , and get b's table that he had been asking for , for so many days , he kept saying by my ears until i'm kinda ... Roll eyes *

Then while walking his mummy say faster marry sharon to our house , help me clean our house . LOLL , we kept laughing luh , then that idiot kept asking me . Then me&elmer like some 2/3 year old kid , running around ikea with their products chasing each other . Like those brush, pans etc etc . Whacking each other , even though many eyes are on us . But we still play in our own world . Until his mummy also cannot tahan ask , keep asking us to stop playing . Wahpiang we really behave like kids . One 17 years old & 19 years old acting like 2 or 3 years old kid , i think people will think we're acting cute . haha .

After ikea we bought so many stuffs until the car is so full , until me and elmer have to share the front sit , until so many people looking at us when we're on the road . We went to queensway to have some shopping . So me and his mom bought the same opaque leggings . Then went to get our tongue studs .

Then after that they fetched me to school , reached school around 5 , when my lessons are at 2.30 . LOLL ! I went late , no super late .

After lessons , called elmer , and he says he want meet me . So i met him at westmall around 7 plus . And went home at 8 cause need to eat dinner at home .

His at his uncle's house now .

misses&loves (:
smooches!!

2008-02-17T21:57:00.000-08:00

♥ misses old school days .

A finally updated after a few days (:

First thing first , happy 100th day together with elmer (:
na-haha , it's our 100 days together already which equals 3 months & 7 days . Okay i went to tanning ystd , but no sun ! RAHH ! So i'm not tanned , i'll go again if i'm free . I'm too busy to you see. Anyway this will be a super short post . Cause i'm in a rush to do my chinese homework , which i owe teacher . hehe :D

Okay i've gone back to mapling , cause elmer jio-ed me to , because bernard jio-ed him to . Mapling is LAME . hahas , i quit , because i got no patience hitting or punching some kuku mushrooms all the time , or the same monster .

Went to dinner just now , nearly bought a dress on impulse . Okay i want to do homework .

To elmer :
yes yes! me too , even though its just 100 day , my love for you is like 100
years too! silly silly , smooches!!(:

to d :
you got to get over stuffs already , you found your love one .
cherish her . forget me .

2008-02-15T20:50:00.000-08:00

♥ because of you , baby .
LOL yesterday was valentine's day , there are people who tells me that , alot people skipped school yesterday , but there are people who tells me only a few . So who to listen to ?

Anyway i hate fridays! Not because the lessons ends off early , once again it's because

Science day
Heavy books

Yes yes , it's damn tiring to carry those books that weighs like 9734873481466287464 KG(s) . Like what else , the 61 bus-stop is so damn faraway from my school . I need to walk out of my school , cross the overhead bridge then pass by blocks by blocks . Then you can see 61's bus-stop . Walking to sucha distance in sucha hot weather so it really gets me onto my nerves and , and the fucking bus took fucking long time to come , and plus what that place always got tons of cabs passing by the bus stop . So it makes me so tempted to take cab once again when i tell myself not to sit cabs anymore . Because i've been sitting onto cabs nowadays . I think most of my money goes to comfort company . Enough of complaining .

After lessons went to meet elmer and his mummy at timah for lunch , i cab down ( as i said above ) So i reached earlier then them . So i stood outside with those heavy books waiting for them .

After having lunch elmer's mummy brought me and elmer to the polyclinic to see doctor . Cause my headaches still persist . Till now i'm still having my headaches or migraines ? But i can confirm mine is migraine . The internet says that i must avoid this and that .

chocolates
smoking
alcohol
etc etc ..

So many more , so i have to stop smoking for the time being , which is really making my life hard . You know what will happen if i don't smoke , my nose will be playing tricks with me already . & chocolates ! It's my one of the must-eat fooood ! Then now ? It had to be taken away from my must-eat food list . So bad , i can't eat chocolates infront of elmer . Hehe , so i'll eat behind his back . LOLL but i'm not going to do that luh . I want to stay healthy . I know after people read this they would be thinking '' you smoke , how can you stay healthy ? '' Bingo , thats right . But rather one than so many leh .

I tried buying chocolates this afternoon at watson when i was getting my vitamin c with elmer , i tried to take the packet . But elmer put that back , and say no . That bastard , HAHA !
I begged him please ,
he say '' no chocolates for you , doctor say no chocolates '
me : But the doctor just now also never say cannot eat chocolates
him : ( stop & think for awhile ) But the internet says so .
me - LL - & rolls eyes .

i love that bastard so much .

I told myself i'm going to bring a backpack to school on every fridays . And i haven't touch the medicines that the doctor at the polyclinic gave me , cause i think it's useless . LOLL i'm going just for the sake of going , elmer kept forcing me to go to a doctor . To a private one , but i insisted on polyclinic .

My headache keep coming on&offs , it's coming back now . Oh i need my pills that elmer's mum gave . Only those really works , but too much of that is not good .

& the message below is to people who hate me :

If you're unhappy with me , hate me . Then why the fuck are you still reading this ? Press the cross above , and exit thanks (:

wahpiang damn random .

Elmer is out with his parents to watch cj7 , cause i kept telling him i will watch with him tomorrow . But the tomorrow i tell him tomorrow again . So end up no more , never watch . Damn funny then his complaning to his mummy now .

BYEEEE

irah & me

while waiting for my turn at poly .

i love elmer . & i'm so in love with chris brown's ( with you )

must-listen (:

2008-02-14T23:06:00.000-08:00

♥ mirror ; camera ; me
Hey happy valentine's day , i was suppose to blog ystd , but due to bad migraine i ate my dinner till half , until i went to the bad straight till the next morning . Phone calls kept coming in , msges . Elmer was so worried bout me . It was really damn painful until i feel like killing and tearing myself apart at that time . I rather die then suffer that bad headache at that time .

Faye still haven't send me the photos with took on tuesday ):

Okay today woke up in the morning and called cy up and wake her up , went to her housee , waited for her . And went to buy ingredients for the lunch i'm cooking for elmer . P.sssss he doesn't know it . He thought i was going to school , but in fact i skipped school . So went t gombak saw nothing at shop&save , so we went to westmall's instead . So got it , and went back to her house to cook . She made chocolate for apple , i cooked for elmer . I taught her how to do with the chocolates , she taught me how to cook .

After cooking cab down to elmer's house , and called his mummy to open the door for me . Even though i got the key to the house . But it's not nice to go in like this .

So he was suprise when i pop up on him when he was sleeping . And even though his damn tired that kind , he say he wants to slp , i force , i pulled him down from his bed , and gave him that lunchbox . And brought him to the hall to try it .

After that he ate a few mouths and we went to sleepy for like an hour , and plan to go out . And his mummy wants to take out her extension , so i take over her mahjong while elmer take out for her . After that we cab to marina square . And went to look for place to eat , almost all the places have couples set , wadever . so we end up at jack's place . And they only serve valentine's menu today .

God i'm having bad headache right now . After that we walk around .

I don't ask for a special valentine's day , i don't need it to be very special . Simple valentine's already happy le . Everyday is a valentine's day for both of us . Still as loving (: I love my elmer .

that idiot took photos of me . at jack's place

his lucnhbox (:
cy busy washing dishes , cause i don't wanna help her.
my hubby & his cocktail .
my cocktail & sparkling juice .
our desert
coffee or tea ?
my hubby (:

I needa zao , my headache is back . Elmer's mummy gave me migraine pills . Effective (:

2008-02-11T23:59:00.000-08:00

♥ when i look in the mirror
Okay it took lots of patience to upload so many photos . But this time is not the most ever pictures i've ever upload i remember theres quite a number of times whereby i needa upload tons of pictures , which really gets on my nerves .

Okay happy cny , although it's almost almost over . First day went to father's side had my angbaos . Second day went to ahma's house , and gamble , played mahjong . Played dogs . Went for midnight movie , with brother & his gf . I sat alone , so boring .

Third day , woke up and get ready went over to b's house and wished his mother happy cny , his cousin was there . B was sleeping then i went up to him and jump on him when he was sleeping . And disturb him up from his sleep . And we watched tv and actually wanted to go out for movie already but then we sat down and open the mahjong table , played with him , his mum & jeremy . his cousin . Okay i lost quite alot at mahjong . But i played fucking well online but when it comes to the real one , i'm kinda sucks at it .

Then we left the house at around 5 plus and cab to cine to have out dinner at the Chicago's steakhouse and had steaks , yummy huh . Then we walked around ochard and trained back to batok , and walk around westmall , then i went home . Reached home early 9.30 , reached home early .

Fourth day
which is the 10.11 it's our three months tgt . happy three months baby
went to look for him in the afternoon , then we were suppose to go for movie , but we went to the zoo instead. Had lotsa fun in zoo . It's a waste that we didn't know ahmeng's funeral was holding up at that time when we're at zoo . So stupid . LOLLL okay then we went to eat at kfc , and cabbed back to batok . Went to his brother's house to see vodka . and left to go his grandma's house , and slack awhile , then left to westmall . Bought headphones and stuffs then went back home . Reach home at 8 , and played mahjong . LOLL

Today went to school , stupid daryl didn't come to school today , so bored . I've got full marks for my chinese spelling and dictation :D

Then went to timah to have dinner with elmer after school then bus to batok to take bus home , that idiot keep pulling me back don let me board my bus . LOLL

me & bro .

ferrari (: my cousin's husband's .

hello , my name is kimo .

& hello , my name is rain .

I look like a drunkard , abusing dogs .
in the cab

my hubby .
my steak .
two animals in zoo :D

white tigers.
what is this ? i don't know .
this is standing so close to us .

TURTLE . my ah gong .
fucking cute squirrels

hairy horsey .

spot the hairy horsey .
this is me .goat .
LOLLL , this is vodka . Not an animal in zoo . It's elmer's husky .
I reach his brother's house then vodka jumped on me till i got scratched on my leg . He is a big big dog (:
Even i hug him with all my might he get off , until i laid down on the floor like some idiot . When he stands his height is at my shoulders . It's the second time i see vodka .

I'm going ikea tomorrow after school with elmer tomorrow , we're going shopping at ikea :D

YAY

BYE .

2008-02-05T21:57:00.000-08:00

♥ to the left , to the right
Too busy to blog these few days , lets start with sunday went to elmer's house in the afternoon reached there around 4 and bought dye . & waited for his mummy to be back home . Then she dyed my hair for me , haha thanks . Love the colour , hot ginger luh .
Then went back home eat&shower , then change to meet elmer then went down to vivo to collect my only 50 buckaroos pay ):

Okay then monday went to elmer's house in the morning but i didn't went in! >:( i waited outside or shld i say camp outside his house again ? He was sleeping . Then i waited for like an hour plus , then i bus to vivo , to look for pohling cause it's a last day that day . Then blah went to school in the afternoon . and then er . i have to cut this short , cause i'm doing my manicure right now . So while waiting for it to dry to put the nail art on it , i'll just blog .

Yesterday after lessons met elmer 7 plus at batok , and we went over to 1head there to duplicate his house key for me , then we went for dinner . Then went home reach home around 9 plus .

Today after lessons went to buy lunch for him and his mom&dad , and cab down to his house . Then after eating we went to sleepppppp . Omh so boring , but no choice both of us is really sleepy . LOL I left his house then went to westmall to get hair dye for dad , and bought my eyelashes , and a nailpolish . Wahpiang my nail polish box is getting so full already . It's like tons of polishes in my box . :D

Elmer is still sleeping , that cb still sleeping . SD pig .

Anyway might be going back to bbss tomorrow (:

Happy CNY :D

stupid weili take photo of me when i was talking on phone .
bleaching my hair .
today in school with MS (:

elmer's pocket bike , cute uh .
retard

BYE ile (:

2008-02-01T14:35:00.000-08:00

♥ still a part of me&you
Hey , so yesterday was the first of feb . One month past again . Though i thought it's a new month again , there will be happy stuffs , which will happened , but end up no . It ain't no better then the day before which is the last day of jan . Okay so i went to school as per normal , then during lessons went out to pick up the phone from stephy , and told me they got daiji . Actually was going out with elmer . But my bfgf(s) comes first leh , actually is not thier's is another boy de luh . So actually wanted to leave school straight , and called elmer up . So he went down to bbss first . Then after my test i just walk out of the class and cabbed down to bbss there . It was raining so everybody were at the shelter , saw elmer and so many other people there . So at there keep on talking and talking , and settle blah blah . So end up weixuan and another guy 1on1 , cause they jioed each other to 1on1 . So they did it . But it's like ? sighs , no comments ;D

Small kids problem . It's a fucking small problem but end up blew up so big . Elmer like one grandmother over there , lecture lecture . LOLLL . cfm funny .

Then bus to his house awhile . Then i went home already .

Webcaming with that idiot now . Played mahjong and lotsa games with him just now . Kept laughing throughout the phone . Idiot . I think his going ns soon . Sadded ):

elmer i lysfm! (:
i love my bfgf(s) too .

ps its best fucking girlfriends (:

2008-01-31T22:51:00.000-08:00

♥i'm here without you , baby .

(It's a black heart not red . ) Went to school today , pris asked me why i never go to the intensive yesterday , i said i was sick . LOLL , if not i guess she going to call up my parents , who cares . Today had english&humans lessons , cause it's a thrusday , i think i'm going to dye my hair this weekend . Elmer slept from last night , till now just wake up . I'm kinda tired of stuffs already . And we were suppose to have dinner together , then i call him , and woke him up . But i knew he went back to sleep after we put down the phone , so i tested him by texting him a msg , and indeed he never reply . So i knew he fell asleep again . So i called him , and rings a few ring , and i put down . Then he replied me . Then i said if you're tired go back to slp , then he apologise , but i'm dissapointed luh and felt emo after that . Sighs , then went back home didnt have dinner . And had dinner at home , dad cooked . Played mahjong cause i was bored .

Today it's a bad day , my horoscope book is true about wad it says today . I shall follow it .

I think the last day of them month is never happy .
I'm not in a mood to blog .

bye , fuckoff.

2008-01-30T23:19:00.000-08:00

♥

Again a day had past , and which means new year& the valentine's day is about to come . To me , this year's , new year i'll give it , a anyhow dress new year luh . Which means i won't be doing like what i did for the past 16 years buying new clothes , i'll just make do my clothes , and just mix&match them luh . LOLLL . I've got tons of clothes already , better not buy so much . But whenever i see clothes i can't seems to get hold of my money and they seems to flow just like water ( maybe even faster then water ) , maybe like some lightning , which comes with a ' boom!' and there you go , gone .

& my room after i clear quite , or should i say almost all those last year's worksheets on my table that had been left untouched for like 3 months plus ? And after clearing them i'm still feel my room is still in a mess! My dad always push me to clear my rooms stuff and blah blah , and seems like i kept procrastinating all the time , i guess by the time the new year arrrive , my room will still be the same . Can-i-have-my-room-revamp? ty .

Today i went to elmer's house and see his sister at his house , and his mum all awake , then we ordered for mac , and played dai dee . Then played mahjong . Wahpiang i'm so addicted with mahjong now , all thanks to elmer. That idiot . I've already told myself not to be involved with mahjong , cause i know myself too well , i know i will get addicted to it . See , right now ? I can be a philosopher already . Then we went to sleep and sleep until afternoon i really regret sleeping , cause everytime when elmer gets to slp , he needs a minimum of 12 hrs sleep . If not his grumpy atttitude ah , until you cannot take it . I wake him up , then he very unhappy with me luh , i played my mahjong meanwhile calling him wake up , he came down from his bed , and slept on the sofa again , and i go TSK ! & go $(*@^(^@!#(*^$(^(*#@! .

Cause you see i'm so hungry , i only had the mac for breakfast , and still must dong until 4pm , oh ya i skipped school today , again . Then we went to eat at the al-ameen , not the one at timah , but the one behind his house , which you need to walk quite a distance . After eating went back to his house and played mahjong again . Once i step to his house , i quickly walk into his room , and sit in front of the com and click . LOLL , and it's getting on his nerves each time . Then he will go ($*)^(!*^(*^!$ for not company him and play my mahjong . LOLL . But he just step one angry luh (:

Okay went back home , and found out the grandpa was in the hospital i got so shocked , from lying down on the sofa watching my tv , until i sit up and look and my mom and double check with her . And i say i must go down see him . Anyway i went down to the hospital and see ahgong , his fine , just that his legs no strength , cause he fell down . Get well soon , ilu (:

RAHHH ! School tomorrow till 6.30 , going for dinner with elmer after that . Yay i've got a new game in his psp , he downloaded for me already ;D The game i awaited for days .

ilove-mahjong(:
&ilove-you (:

2008-01-29T20:05:00.000-08:00

♥ my nerd (:

Today's maths lessons were fine! Haha ridiculous , i did maths today , i didn't play a fool in class .

Oh my ! I pause this post for like half an hour , look at other stuffs . Anyway i bought a big packet of mamee a few days back , and now they're like left with two packets in the plastic , so pathetic . Elmer's mummy gave me two denim shorts , cause the size too small for her already .
Today after lessons went to queensway to meet elmer , was raining like cats&dogs , and i was totally drenched when i had to cross like a few roads to get to queensway . It's really so bad , my file is drenched as well . Bad , a good ~~auntie~~ women , was waiting for the traffic light as well , quickly bring her umbrella above my head , and shared the umbrella with me . She's really kind , hahaah . I doubt she would be able to read this.

RAHH! It's taking sucha long time to blog this post , cause i'm going to have dinner soon .

Then we went to queensway to get our tongue studs , and cabbed to timah for lunch , and walk over to play pool , the cabbed to his house , shaved his back hair for him . LOL , darn funny .

Then i cab home , played mahjong online . So bored . Okay i'll stop here , need to go for dinner

BYE [:

2008-01-28T22:20:00.000-08:00

♥ FRIENDS! :D

WAVES! & today had school , was late for school cause i went to had lunch . Went to look for elmer in the morning , and left for school & was soooo hungry , and went for lunch with d & yw . And we reach school at 3.30 and was an hour late . Okay we're planning to play mahjong this coming wednesday at d's house . LOLLL . & going to ~~pon~~ skip school on wednesday again , all going to skip school to play mahjong , woohhoooo ;D

RAHH , i'm not studying at all . I miss secondary school lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee , i miss my gf(s) the most okay . Maths test every week , tomorrow theres maths , which means ! , theres maths test . wahpiang eh . I don't even know what the hell is mr.chek teaching . I'm going to feedback to pris and tell her to change da teacher!

I'm so bored & sleeeeeeepyyyyyyyyy . Can someone just fucking entertain me , don't know vat da hell is elmer doing , his msn status is busy . LOLL his not replying me , idiot . Don't know vat da hell his doing luh . I made his psp's analogue drop of . Oh my luh i was thinking that i will be so dead when i tell him . I thought i would go hong gan already .

I feel like turning in early today ,

BYE

2008-01-27T21:52:00.000-08:00

♥ i tattoed your name on my heart

Webcaming with elmer right now , that idiot insisted on webcaming . Now we making funny faces to the cam . Spastic super spastic . He look like some retards zilianing at the cam . Okay today went out for lunch with parents , and went back home to change and rest awhile i meet elmer at around 5 at wm , and went to jurong to go get my chinese zuo ye . & company him to eat , and we walk around Jurong .

Nothing much , even though it's just jurong but we kinda spend alot of money , so we keep on laughing and laughing about tons of stuffs . Wahpiang i haven't shower , i came home jitao go play aud already . Dad&mom are not around , i'm alone at home . There's school tomorrow , haven't done my chinese homework & theres SPELLING ! & not english its chinese , my chinese is totally thumbs down .My chinese sucks to core ): I don't know what happen to my chinese it fell so much ! I'm having gastric needa get some stuffs to eat .

Had a heart to heart talk with elmer last night , he apologises to me for his wrongs . LOLL . ilu (:

& i'm going to shower

BYE :D

2008-01-27T00:13:00.000-08:00

Okay that pic was taken at elmer's house few days back & use the photoshop in his com to edit , wahlao the photo kinda sucks leh . I don't like corel . The frames are so extra .I only like the lightings . RAH ! I'm so sorry for not blogging for like a few days . I bet you miss me .

Yesterday finishes school had a tiff with elmer . & he and his mummy came and pick me up outside my school & we went to clementi to have lunch . Elmer is an idiot . LOLL

Today did nothing much went to have lunch with mom&dad at BP & went to taman jurong for dinner . & back home . Actually i've got nothing to blog , just want to post up some pictures took few days back , anyway i didn't blog because i'm waiting yeewee to send me 3 pictures . Faggot , take like 2 days back and only send me today , s-l-o-w !

I'm so boredddddddd , i want to slp . I'm going to JE tomorrow , meet elmer to get some stuffs at popular . Haha elmer just msged me , he miss me i know ;D

Crap , im bloggin crap . I'll stop . Goodbye (:

victoria & me :D
angel , vic , me , yeewee , and shit i forget their names.

yeewee is so extra .
see this show how extra he is . tsk tsk tsk .

BYEE (:

2008-01-23T20:58:00.000-08:00

♥ gym

Hello , today i ~~pon~~ skipped lessons . Lets not use the word pon . It's like confirm ahlian . & i'm not ahlian .LOLLL ! I know some of you is going to laugh when you see me writing this . Okay i went to elmer's house in the morning and we played cs , and went to jurong west for lunch with his mummy & his bro's wife . Then we went back to his house , and elmer suggested to go to the gym , so went home and he rest , and we watch tv . & off we go to gym .

His going to go down to TP(not traffic police , temasek poly ) tomorrow . His going to fight there tomorrow . I'm really fucking worried , and feeling so uneasy ! I want to go down with him , was suppose to go ystd but his cousin didn't called . So his going down tomorrow . Sighs i'm really worried bout tomorrow . I hope he will be fine though , doesn't want anything to happen to him .
):

Okay i need comments for the private blog thingy , tag at my tagboard pleaseeee . Really need an answer badly ):

I've got lessons till 6.30 tomorrow . I don't mind , but what i hate thursday because there's english , hey english rock to my sockzxzxzxz okay ? It's not the english problem you see , it's the teacher . But it's alright afternoon is combined humanities , my favourite man! & the teacher really rock like hell okay . love'it (:

I'm feeling sleepy , i still haven't touch any homeworkzxzxzxzxz yet! oh man , it's really bad . I needa do my english homework later on , or else tomorrow morning can hong gan .

his trying to show off .
see , still showing off . tsk tsk tsk .
still showing off .
confirm ahbeng . LOLL !

RAHH! I'm going mad , i feel like dying . But no i'm not , i'm going to live . I want to live till as long as i can , i love this pretty world . chey bye , i'm talking craps .

& oh ! Elmer lend me his psp , since he doesn't use it at all , he download the audition game for me and it's inside the psp , his still downloading the brain challenge game . That is fun as well . Thanks elmer <3

ilu , i love the every moment we spend together <3
stop being grumpy , go to sleep when you're getting grumpy , or else
you will showing attitude already . even your mummy is complaining . LOLL stupid boy <3
& i'm very worried for you about tomorrow . I don't want anything to happen to you .
You don't knw how i'm feeling right now . I'm feeling very tense up , my tears are coming out when i come to thought of it .
It's scary .

2008-01-22T21:31:00.000-08:00

Hello today had school and finish class then cabbed down to elmer's house to look for him , we didn went down to tp . cause the cousin didn call . Okay so watch tv , and played with cameras . And went out for lunch with his mummy , and they fetched me home . Then i slept . & now im awake .

Hey peeps i need your comments , simply tag the comments at my tagboard and i will see what decision to make . Should i stop putting passwords scripts like mine right now ? and switch it to a private blog , which i i give access to through ur emails . Should i ? Please tag at my tagboard , i need an answer asap .

Okay i'm not blogging much . I haven't shower . This post kinda suck . Cause i'm rushing out the post. RAHH !

meishan&me

Okay we laugh like fuck when we saw this photo .
me& angel.
okay we laughed again , it was purely coincidence .

mr. ah ma elmer .

elmer emoing .

ahgongs& ahmas.

okay don't think so much after see-ing this picture .
his trying to touch me . i struggled .

T H E E N D.

2008-01-21T22:08:00.000-08:00

♥ classroom love

I'm back from school , reached home around 9pm . Finish classes at 7 . School was alright today , cause it was chinese , mr.Q was funny . Went to look for elmer in the morning and slept all the way till i needa go to school . After school went to had dinner at the nearby coffeeshop at queenstown. I really had a bad day today . I'm highlighting the bad , cause it's really bad . I'm totally not in a good mood because that biatch talks to elmer . fuckyou & fuckyou & fuckyou . I will whack you one day . His my bf now not yours anymore .

Trained back to batok , and walked alone at westmall , cause i really wanna be alone . My mood is still swaying . Sighs . I just want to be alone .

just alone
alone
a-l-o-n-e

i will be fine , fine , fine , fine .

2008-01-20T23:08:00.000-08:00

♥ haircut
I'm back home now . Went out in the afternoon with may , met up with b at around 2 plus . We headed down to marina square to meet up with shunner& her bf casper . LOL then we went to heatwave but full . So went to chapter 2 instead . And waited till four plus and to be out turn . Chapter 2 was also full , thats why we waited . And went in , and b cutted first , and shunner then me . But until me , really damn trouble . Cause the guy say they don offer the service to take out the extensions for me . So i had troubles then . & wads bad that , they don have pliers at their salon , so i cant take out my extensions myself . So b tried taking out for me by biting it . LOLL .

Then i think by the time he bite finish dunnoe wad time already , so i went down to home fix with casper to get pliers . Wasted money on those pliers , chey bye . LOLL ! & then i gave those pliers for elmer to bring home . He brought my extensions back too , and his hanging those extensions on his head now . Confirm ah beng loh , like so long and his hair so short , he asked his mummy to do for him , and he showed me through the webcam . LOLL . SO GAY! :D

Then after haircut it's already like 6.30 . We then headed to bugis for shopping! Then we went to had our dinner at sakae's teppenyaki , and then went to street and did shopping . I bought lotsa stuffs again . And then went home around 8 plus , and reach home at 9.30 .

Oh i miss long hair . I always pull my extensions to the front , now no more . I'm kinda not use to it . I miss long hair , you're with me for almost three months i miss long hair ! ):

Elmer cut his hair as well . LOL , his sideburns are SHAVED . And my fringe is CUT!

I'm sleepy . I haven't done any homework yet ever since school starts . Theres piles of worksheets awaiting for me to be filled with pen ink . Oh boy oh boy , i'm going to elmer's house tomorrow morning & i think i'll do my chinese homework over there. Cause chinese lesson is tomorrow & worst still my comprehension is still not done . RAHH!

Shunner cut bangs for herself , casper is a darn bad bf , kept laughing at her bangs . LOL .

I've enough of blogging . GOODABYE .

oh this is so--oo wierd .

teppenyaki .

2008-01-19T17:32:00.000-08:00

Elmer is going to work , so which means we got even more lesser time to company each other now .
It's already very little , now even lesser . Now i hardly can be able to see him ):

hope it doesn't fade .

2008-01-19T16:44:00.000-08:00

♥ soulmate
Today is a saturday! No school , yay . I don't have to wake up early and and sleep till the sun shine until my butt then wake up . But no , i didn't . My dad wake me up from my pretty sleep . I'm sooo angryyy. I'm so bored at home , i can't do anything . My computer is sooo .. downloading the new audition patch take such a long time , my computer health is deteriorating , it sucks really bad . I'm so jealous elmer go buy his waio lappy . I want the pink one ;D

Basically i did nothing today . I feel like doing my homework , but simply too lazy to . I'm going out tomorrow , i can't wait . And getting a new haircut tomorrow . Elmer wants me to cut bangs . I'm still thinking twice , to cut bangs or not to ? I'm going to miss my extensions . Elmer's mummy say she will do the extensions for me back again . I want to , but another part of my mind tells my not to .

Troublesome
Have problems washing hair
I can't tie my hair
They drop like so suddenly , and it's embarassing
They hurts at times .
I'm losing my own hair!

6 big reasons tells me stop putting extensions again! I'm in a dilemma .

I just told my nephew off . His pissing me throwing his stuffs all over my room . & i threaten to throw all his baskets of toys away . His really rude , he talk to us like one big kid , and even show us attitude . And fuck his only 5 and barely 6 years old , and fuck his already so bad. He gave me that jiao bin .

Elmer is back to sleep again , i guess . Cause he suddenly appeared offline again , and doesn't call me . Bad people , haha! His tired , let him be :D

I'm still sleepy , i want to go back to my bed again . Nothing happen much today so it's a short post . I want to get so many more stuffs

NUM suspender x1
Slogan-tees x2
Denim Shorts x2
Faded denim skinny x1
Elmo/Superman ring ( through online)
Black full leggings
Long shirt

Okay currently thats all , couldn't think of anything else . I bought a couple of stuffs at bugis the other time shopping with elmer and his mummy . Got myself a couple of stuffs , which is really cheap . 10 buckaroos .

I took like one hour to blog up this post . It's kinda funny , cause it's short and need like 1 hour to blog it . I'll stop here .

BYE [:

2008-01-18T19:48:00.000-08:00

♥ LOVE or HATE ? ans: HATE .
I'm back home now , just came back from the police academy , it's my brother po parade . It's nice though to see them passing out . I video-ed for him using his gf's cam . Gawddddd , my hand was darn tiring cause you got to hold the cam all the time . Had school today , actually don intend to attend school today and go look for elmer , but sighs he tells me to go to school . i don't know . Though everything is alright now , but i still feel it's very weird , you seems so awkward towards me & ..
I'm still so emo-ed . RAH!

My dad wants to shift my computer to the living room . He doesn't want to let me play . FUCK luh . pua bye . Anyway two days ago after school elmer and his mummy came and fetch me in school , and we went for lunch and went to bugis to do shopping . Shopping with his mummy was great , cause shes just like me . buy & buy & buy . I did a little of shopping . Shopping again this sunday .

I'm thinking whether to take the japanese language classes at JE , elmer is taking it he psycho me to go . 300 plus buckaroos , and i'm paying it myself . I needa think about , need to think twice . I've got lotsa homeworks to do i realise . Just that i don't do them .

I don't know what else to blog , i've got the motivation just that the mood is not there . I don't have the mood to do anything . f luh . why am i feeling like this , cb .

I know i'm vulgar so what cb ?

I'm off .

my brother .

I've got lotsa stuffs to fret about , to stress about .
our r/s , my dad and my studies .
I'm trying hard to company you as much time as i can .
I'm really trying hard .
Everytime you say 'alone' this word . You don't know how i feel .
I don't mean to hide things from you . I'm sorry bout that okay .

& after what happen the way you treated me is different .

i feel like slitting last night , i still feel it now .

2008-01-17T22:32:00.000-08:00

i'm sorry .

2008-01-17T22:30:00.000-08:00

♥ BANG !
It's really bad i don't blog everyday now , i feel so uncomfortable you see , i've got the urge to blog . I mean it , really! No lies . I really want to blog everyday , what happen in that single day . But it's seems so impossible , cause i'm really too busy to blog . Sad enough huh ? Oh my it's friday tomorrow again! Which means it's science day , bad bad bad .

Drax just called me while i was blogging . & his really weird . His voice . His really weird . I don't know how to say it but it's weird . I'm receiving so many phone calls now , drax called . b called . I cant blog properly . And chatting with so many people online . It's really hard to blog , and it makes me forget what i intend to blog .

After school tomorrow go lunch , then need to rush home to attend my brother pop's at his academy . I shall make this blog short , cause i really totally forgotten what i wanna blog . Sighs .

And i realised that my previous post is all about rantings&rantings && rantings . When i was reading through it , i realised it . haha funneh .

It's 10pm and i haven showered ever since im back . Today after school had dinner in the school canteen , then went to batok to meet elmer to pass him stuffs , then walk around westmall , get him his laptop cover and we went home .

Fuck i'm better off to shower now . It's getting real late.

GOODBYE .

2008-01-15T19:03:00.000-08:00

(post edited)

♥ simplicity will do .

Hey so sorry for not blogging for a few days . Actually i did! On sunday night or can i say morning at around 3am . But the thing is the post didn't manage to be posted up & i don't know whats wrong with blogger though . Actually blogger sucks at time . And sometimes it actually rock to my sockzxzxzxz! LMAO . So actually i went to look for elmer yesterday before school andi overslept ! My lesson is at 2.30 and i woke up at 2.10 . Thats really bad and i was late for class , i called the cab and cab down to school , and meishan was waiting for me outside the lecture room .

I find hotmail really sucks to core right now , cause i want to delete those junks messages and wasn't able to , something is wrong with the icons , hello ? can you please fix it .

& those school textbooks , theory book , and what-so-ever is costing me a bomb . Here goes all my money , and my parents doesn't give me my allowance cause i work! Just simply one physics textbook is already 23 buckaroos .

And the guys in my class , please give me a break ! Stop calling me ahlian . I'm not one . Thankyou so much . My name is definitely nicer then the name ahlian ya know ? Cause they said my ahlian is nicer to hear . Oh CRAP! It's really bad . hahahas . They joke alot . Bunch of jokers . I think daryl is going to read this . LOLLL !

Elmer and bernard came and pick me up after school and we head to town and walk around . Oh my i got myself another watch again . I've got tons of watches already and still i'm still spending money on watches . Lafon is influencing me bad , but this time this watch is not from LAFON . It's from some street stalls along the road at orchard .
My nose now very jialat leh , i didn't smoke , that explains . Then went back to westmall . And sign-up for the popular member card . Cause i'm getting stationaries from there every now and then , and the prices is really chor leh . So theres a need to sign-up for it .

And i dapao kfc back for my parents and brother for dinner. My dad is always happy when i packet food back for him to it . Using my money . LOLL kinda materialistic leh . No luh my dad is just happy that i earn money and now treating him with food . Thats all . Not saying him being materialistic :D

Shan intro-ed me two friends , another one i blocked him less then half hour after shan intro me to him , when i don't need to know them . The second guy is really fucking despo luh cb . He jitao want webcam with me keep forcing me . despo kia , go look in the mirror pls . Oh shit i'm talking like one ... .. . .

I'm going to intensive maths tmr and hiphop dance class is at 5.30 . Cause today's maths lesson really suck , we've got test . We've got test every week . I've got 11 . I failed i copied daryl's he got 15 . And i still got 11 , that's bad ! hahaha!

I need to sleep early tonight , i'm feeling so tired . I slept at 6 on saturday slept at 4 on sunday . Isn't it bad ?

I need to go shower , and maybe it will perks me up a lil .

BYEEEE [:

2008-01-12T23:03:00.000-08:00

♥ promoting marlboro

Hello i was out today , went out and look for b at his house thn we left his house at 2 and reach funan at 3 . we cab over and still take so much time to reach cause of what ? traffic jams . wtf . Okay so went to eat at kfc , anyway the girl is really damn retard luh . We're so pissed with her ok . She delays my food . GOD ! I went up to her for like four times and my food is still not ready . Hello ? 10 mins has already past years ago . B ate finish his 2 pcs and zinger finish already my food still having fucking come . I went up to her the last time and she say awhile more , then i give her jiao bin already . I pek chek already ask elmer to go instead . cb he go then have i go don have . lj .

Okay then b says he want to buy laptop . So we went to browse around , went up to challenger and we get our webcams , then after finishing buying . B say want buy lcd screen , so we went back again , and chose the lcd screen . I pay for him first then his dad will return me tmr . hahas . The screem is like 500 bucks 22 inch . Not bad not bad . And yay we've been playing the webcam since just now . It's different now , cause he can see me . Not looking at him only ;D

Then actually wanted to go town to shop , but because the screen is too heavy so decided to cab back to his house and put the screen then we cab to imm to buy my books . Then he brought me over to SK and see the necklace he intend to get for me for valentines , LOLL not bad leh .

So i said the another one nicer , i didn't know he would buy it right at that time . So i say this one is nicer , then he straight away ask the lady pack it up . LOLL silly boy . 169 bucks fucking ex leh to me . But it's nice . Thanks ilu (:

Today we really spend lotsa money luh . hahas . Then we walk around . Then went home .

Plyed cs just now with elmer, he bullied me ): , i'm eating bandito now , it's 11 pm already and i'm still eating .

kisses

nailcutter! <3
in cab

kiss kiss kiss kiss -
retards

bubbly

my webcam
his .
his and mine and his extra hand

Thats for all today . GOODBYEE .

2008-01-11T18:26:00.000-08:00

♥ feeding elmer ice cream
Okay i'm back home , okay it's so fast that it's going to be the end of the week already . I've already attended school for 3 days so far. And i find it really great . Talk to lotsa people already . And today is MDIS sports and wellness day . And we got the mass work out thing , and everybody was also given a tee-shirt to wear . It's in red and grey , not bad not bad . but the back of the shirt really sucks , the fonts of the words are so spastic .

And b fetch me to school today and pick me up after school , actually he wanted to wait for me in school , but he went to timah for lan instead , and came and meet me at my school's smoking area . Then smoke with my class boys and plus b. After that we cabbed down to town and went for lunch , and walked around orchard .Then we train back to batok . We went to popular , we played with the primary books and step one young kid dunnoe how to read numbers and count . it was darn funny , we kept laughing and laughing . Then we went cyberactive to look at games . and webcams . We're going out tmr i guess , with my maid . hahas i need to blog short cause b is rushing me to go play cs with him now. haha! that stupid boy .

We played with webcam just now , LOLL kampua funny leh .

Okay i'm going off to play cs with that boy already :D

BYE

2008-01-10T22:02:00.000-08:00

♥ xoxo,

Hello , it's 9pm and almost 10 and elmer is still sleeping . His really a heavy sleepy plus smoker . Oh my , this is bad . I can be a heavy sleepy at times , but not everyday like him . School was alright today , today classes was my favourite sub , and that was combine humanities . That really rock my sockzxzxz! I don't know why i simply love that subject though . So the teacher was Mr.Judian , his really funny . The way he talks/ speaks , his actions . Ya his everything is so funny , made me and meishan keep giggling non-stop in class , the rest of the girls were giggling as well . LOLLL . So he gave us 15 mins break , how great was that uh ? So half of the class left to smoke , So we went to smoke and then suddenly saw My.Judian walking at our direction i thought he was checking us out , but hey No , he smiled at me , and of course i smiled back . And i saw him taking out a pack of ciggs . Well thats the shocking part , all the boys got shock too as well . I was really really shock .

The boys ask him : '' eh cher! you smoke also ah ? ''

Everybody was in awe cause a teacher is smoking infront of student . LOLL but the best part is he stands and smoke with us , and chit chatted with us . LOLL . That was really funny everybody was laughing at him at that time cause he smokes too .

After classes went to the canteen to had dinner and i went to wm to get some stuffs and reached home at about 8 plus . Oh it's really going to be a bad day tmr you see ;

MDIS sports and wellness day
Combine science

Yeah for 1 , you see everybody has to wear sports shoes for the mass workout , and they inform us via teachers . And via sms and email as well. Damn kiasu i must say . But who cares , i'm not going to wear sports shoes tomorrow . I'll just wear my shoes to school . The one i wear everyday ? haha!

And for 2 . I hate science! No explanation need

I needa go transfer my maths notes into a new foolscap paper . Cause i copied it in class in a hurry , so it's kinda messy you see . I want everything to be p-r-e-t-t-y , pretty , precisely! LOLL . My neck are aching , it's one of the symptoms to me that i'm going to be sick .

The boys in my class are quite friendly though . Ronald is in my class today too , cause he takes combine humanities , god he don't have to come to school tomorrow , cause his not taking combine science . Thats wonderful leh!

I'm better off to copy my notes now .

BYE

2008-01-09T19:54:00.000-08:00

♥ miss me when i'm gone .
No school for the day , went to look for elmer this morning . Thank goodness his awake and not asleep . Or else i needa camp at his corridor again . Okay practically he ordered mac before i came , and finish the food already . So i ordered my food . Okay so we watch tv ate my food , then to sleep . Slept all the wait till 4 plus i woke up . Before we sleep i drank again , but i'm not drunk this time .

I left his house and went to westmall do look for stuffs . And went to transfer some funds over to other people acc . Yeah that's it . That's my day , B was suppose to do his tattoo today , but because we were to tired so he decided to sleep and postpone his tattoo session . I've got classes tmr . I find this school life is so boring . The people there are kinda anti-social or can i say dao ?

I'm not sure yet , and this can't be confirm because i've only been in school for only one day . Maybe after a couple of weeks , everybody will be talking to each other already . And yeah life is really so bored , like my this kind of life . Really sucks tards . I'm off .

anyway it's our two months tomorrow baby .

END

2008-01-08T17:33:00.000-08:00

♥S to the H to the A to the R to the O , N .

Hello Retards, i'm back from school . Today was really my first day of school instead of yesterday . Because chinese lessons in the afternoon were cancelled . So which means no school for the day , i mean yesterday though .
So i went over to b's house and watch tv , and drank liquor . I got drunk then i really didn't know i was doing after that . It's much worse then my 15th birthday that i was drunk . I didn't know what i said to elmer . He said i said alot of stuffs , and blah blah blah . Then we went to sleep , i woke up and was still a lil sober , after awhile i'm fine already . I went to the living room to watch tv alone , cause elmer still wants to sleep .

Then i left his house at around 5.30 and left and took a bus down to vivo to look for lafon people . When i reach there they were all making up for the company dinner . Then shunner came , then we cabbed down to orchard for company dinner . Ate swensen and took my pay . Then i left early cause i school next day , elmer came and pick me up with bernard . So we cab to bernard house , bernard took his bike and race with out taxi . LOLL .
Then i cabbed to my house with elmer , he alight first cause his meeting bernard dunnoe where . The cab fare was really chor luh . I reach home around 12.30

I was late for school today , cause i miss fucking lotsa of trains the timing is really kampua alot of people luh , all the people going to work , making every cabin , every trains that came full house . And the shuttle bus to my school is also full . Wahkao . Then i walk into the lecture room with boys smirking , and saw similar faces , saw audition people . Deslen came late as well .
Had maths lesson today , it was really... I've got nothing to say . Then we had an half hour break for every 2 hrs . Went to the canteen to eat , the food is really cheap . Then i went to the smoking area to smoke , and saw Ronald . My primary school fren . His at the next class . LOLLL .

Oh ya the two boys behind me is really damn irritating and damn noisy , all i hear was their talkings during lesson cant even hear mr.chek teaching . And the one behind me keep saying '' shuta fuck up , son of a bitch '' to the boy next to him , in a joking attitude luh duh .

Finished school at 1330 . And cabbed down to look for elmer , i waited outside his doorsteps ever since 2 . I left at around 4 , he was sleeping , he knew i was coming but he didn open the door . I kept calling him , ringing his bell but still to no avail his still in his sweet dreams till now his still not awake . I'm not angry i'm just sad ya know . The security guard saw me sitting outside his corridor , his neighbours , the cleaners . It's not nice to see people sitting outside the doorsteps . It's really embarrassing though .

So i left and took a bus down to wm to look for the girls. Walked around awhile and left wm and back home . I'm bringing my parents out for dinner later . Since i get my pay so i should treat them for dinner . I'm so hungry , i only had a chicken chop since the breaktime till now .

No school tmr , i'll go over to look for elmer tomorrow . I don't want to camp at his corridor again .

His still not awake . sighs ..
p.s i'm so hungry we were suppose to go lunch tgt .

BYE

2008-01-06T20:48:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was my last day of work though , and really had fun working yesterday . My school starts tomorrow! I'm kinda happy though , my lessons are actually starting at 9am in the morning . But they send me an sms and said that the theres and increasing number of people for english class , so my english tomorrow is scheduled on thursday morning , so which means my chinese lesson for tomorrow starts at 2.30pm in the afternoon . So i'll go over to b's house in the morning and look for him .

I went out to get my stationaries today at JE , and took my passport size photo , the school wants it . I spend about 21 buckaroos on the pens . I just take whatever i want and threw it into the basket , oh my that's really bad . Without even a look at the price you see . That's bad , reallyyyyy bad!

I'm at home hearing my mum nagging at me everyday , i always walk off when she said till half cause i'm really pissed though . Very pekchek you know .

After school tomorrow there's company dinner at orchard . Aye it's at swensen . Ice-creamssss :D Elmer is at malaysia today ever since this morning , his coming back later . I'm so troubled , i'm thinking to bring what bag to school tomorrow . Oh anyway company dinner is tomorrow which means i'm getting my pay tomorrow , weet o weet! I'm scheduled next next sunday on the 20th to go and cut my hair with shunner at heatwave . My hair is getting long , nah my fringe is the one which i really couldnt stand with , cause it's really kinda long . I have troubles when i eat ; when i do stuffs . I'm going to keep my hair length , i want the same length as my extension .

I'm going off to prepare stuffs for tomorrow , i didn't manage to get a new notebook . Cause i realise i got a new one which i only use up a few pages only . So i'll make do with that [:

I miss elmer.G <33

jeannie & sharon ;D

victor! LOLLL :D

2008-01-04T19:07:00.000-08:00

♥ www.ii-walk-alone.bs.com

Oh my , i suddenly love mummy's bag so much , it's really nice though i was putting her clothes in her wardrobe last night and i saw one of her bag , oh man it's really pretty i immediately took it out and said

:MUMMY! i love this bag!
mum: you like then you take it loh
: Oh my god damn nice luh .

I took it into my room , and it belongs to me already! LMAO , i stand infront of the mirror for whole 10mins with the bag . It's really nice . It's like those grandmother kind of bag , kinda vintage too . So really love'it [:

Dad brought us out to have lunch today at serangoon for turtle soup . Eating turtle soup reminds me of that day i went to sub court outside waiting for elmer , and go to chinatown with his family to have turtle soup , when elmer keep putting those turtle meat into my bowl and i keep shaking my head saying save it for himself . B will always put extra food onto my bowl and always force me to eat . Whenever i say no , he will say shut up & eat . Then very standard one the mum will say :
'' ELMER , don't be rude ''

It always happen though . B will reach singapore at around 7pm . I miss him so badlyyyyyyyyyyy!

After having our lunch we went to imm to do some groceries shopping . & i pass by this push cart , and pull mum over to look at the bag. I pointed to her this type of bag right now is super in the trend . Which is the BUCKET BAG [:
It's selling like 20 plus outside , i odered it online is just like 13 buckaroos , so fucking cheap ehs ? Anyway i ordered another handbag for school as well . So total i spend 27.50 on like 2 bags which is like so cheap ? ;D

Oh my oh my , b is reaching singapore so soon at anytime right now . LOLLL . I'll get to see him tomorrow . I'm working tmr , and it will be my last day . Victor must be very very sad , he say he misses me luh . LOLL . Nobody smoke with him already .

I did a shopping list for stationaries , like what to get , what to buy . The list is out already . I just did my pedicure , didn't do it yesterday . I watch tokyo drift last night , i really love the cars . I've got too much influence from elmer already luh . I was so damn happy when i found out hbo is showing tokyo drift last night at 11pm . I told my dad not to change the channel . For the first time he listen to me . LOLLL !

Cause i watch it at elmer's house that time watch until half need to go off for movie . Watch till the interesting part . auntie went to off the television . I was lying down watching the tv while elmer is doing the tattoo behind my back . LOLL .

I bought 2 packets of seaweeds from daiso just now , i haven't eaten this type for months already .

My phone is going ringgggg anytime i tell you . LOLL elmer is going to call i guess . Mummy say she got the bucket bag in the big size and she's going to show it to me later , if i want it i can take it [: I need to have a budget for this month , or else my money will go really fast .

I'm drooling over that packets of seaweeds lying on my table . I'm going to crawl over to get it .

BYE .

2008-01-03T18:14:00.000-08:00

♥ When love goes around

I'm not sure what time i wake up today , cause i've got smses coming and calls coming , it happen ysterday and happen today as well . I'm always awake by calls and smses from my pretty sleep . Nah anyway it's alright . So i called up cy and asked if she's free right now so i'll go over to have my nails done . So i wake up and make up and change and went over to her house . Then went to meet up with my gfs today! Really miss demmmmm ! [:

Okay but too bad cassandra.K is sick today , talk to her over the phone last night , she seems alright to me . I'm so bored at home , i want to go to work cause i really miss working .

Anyway you can see i changed my blogskin alreadeh! I need some new stuffs . B msges me last night and said he bought me a shirt . And msges me this afternoon and said he bought me a pendent . And msges me an hours back asking me whether i like leaf or heart ? Silly boy fancy him getting so much stuffs for me . Cause he wants me to wear stuffs that he bought for me but not other people stuff's . LOLLL .

My nails are complete , and i'm going off to get my pedicure done , i bought new nail polishes at westmall just now with the girls . I'm going to paint my love ;D
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I bought magazine just now , and haven't touch it till i reach back home cause i'm saving it to read when i'm really super dead bored that kind , then i'll read it . I'll read it infront of my dad shows how hardworking am i .

Lan ehs , magazaine hardworking mehs ?

Okay shouldn't blog too much . So many people is ill this few days ! AHHHHH ! Get well soon people .

Get well soon sharon.N
Get well soon Cassandra.K
Get well soon xunxun
Get well soon mummy
Get well soon Elmer.G

Elmer is having flu as well . So many people is sick . Oh yeah i dreamt that i had tattoos all over my back the previous night . Wow luh it was damn cool , it was dragons all over and and i cant remember already! ta-hahaha . I guess the image that i got was from b's back luh . That idiot is influencing me , bad boy .

Oh oh oh! I've got new eye-lashes as well . And yeah i definitely misses my gfs so much! And miss elmer as well . His coming back tomorrow already . Omg school is starting next monday! I need to get my stationaries , my new notebook ( a must-have) . oo ? seems like notebook comes over stationaries ? haha! & of course a bag , but i 've got so many bag already. I'm still getting 2 more bags as i said i'm spending 100 buckaroos this month for a last shopping .

I'm ordering those bags online , it's a spree though . Hey it's fucking cheap i tell ya , and it's really nice! I love online shopping , doing lotsa online shopping now . mm-hahaha !
I'm going to read my magazine right now , and step one good girl ;D

GOOODEBAY :D

2008-01-02T16:55:00.000-08:00

♥ GLAM addiction

Howdey! It's been long ever since i blogged , seriously theres tons of things happen in this 1 week which i never blogged . So i had my off days and went to accompany elmer . Okay i really couldnt remember what happen already . So i know i went to play bike with elmer with bernard's bike . Blah and so on , really theres lotsa to blogged bout , but i shldn talk to much bout what i did . I should just talk bout the recent happenings

Okay i've got food poisioning , i think it's the porridge that victor cooked for me , he felt so guilty about it though . I was sick and having fever , so he cooked porridge for me luh , so i wouldn't blame him .

Okay 31st of dec , was the last day of 2007 . I worked still , actually was my last day of work but because i needa replace shunner this coming sat , so sat will be my last day. Many things happen at vivo lafon recently so many arguements with minghui till now shes transferred over to the suntec outlet . Seriously she got so many problems with us the staffs , yes shes a supervisor but she always at wrongs . RAH !

chenyi came and look for me with apple at vivo , then after that b and bernard came . They all , all meet up tgt and with one more guy . They waited for me to finish work and go to countdown at esplanade together. So after work went down to esplanade to countdown and it's fucking squeezy . I'm trying not to make any racist remarks here. Cause it's really bad! So when i need to leave the place and go home , i told b to go meet up with cy and co . Cause it was really squeezy you see , till we lost each other . Once b left me and went to look for them , ccb i got took advantage already luh . The bangala stand just right behind me and it's really fucking close , and i can feel his lanjiao brushing behind me luh . I called b up he was looking at me from far . I told him he wanted to come over to whack the man but i told him that bangala went off already .

I train back home alone , reach home around 2 in the morning .

Yesterday went to b's house then we sleep cause both was tired . Then wake up i sat at the living room with his mum and watch tv , and i hear his mum talk bout her past . It's really saddening .B is still sleeping then so i was in the living rm . Auntie say till she teared , i teared as well . Anyway shes really good . So it was dinner time and she cooked i helped her with it and call the man(s) to come and eat .

After dinner watch tokyo drift and b wanted to watch movie . So checked for time slot . and he called up the brother and sister , and they booked the tickets and we watch the 9.10pm time slot at westmall . So we went to watch movie tgt with his mum and brother&sister . We watched avp2 . After the show is around 11 already , i left my cigs at b's house so his mum drove me back to get it , and drove me back home .

B is at bintan right now will only be back on friday .

God food poisoning ! I'm still not okay yet!

Lafon's company dinner is on the 7th!

School reopen for all today except me . hahas . anyway
i miss school
i miss wearing bbss uniform
i miss my gf(s) !
i miss gossiping with gf(s) in class
i miss laughing so loudly in class
i miss mdm rohaila
i miss all the happenings
i miss all the rubbish and laughters
i miss 4n2
i miss eating in the school canteen
i miss cutting q(s) in the canteen

4n2'07 will always be remembered (:

I know gossipings are bad i know they will be this person will definitely hate us , this bunch of girls forver . And i know this person will definitely say serve me right for not studying thats why i dont promote .
& FUCKYOU i did study .
& FUCKYOU you suck .
& FUCKYOU i regretted
& FUCKYOU you never change
& FUCKYOU you'll be a failure
& FUCKYOU i hate you .

oh yeah i hate over-confidence people , and thinks highly of themself . na-hahaha! you're one .
please be humble .

Here's my 2008 resolution :

1.Control myself not to play so much once school reopen!

Playing audition

Using the computer and stuffs like that etc etc ..

2. Not to use my phone so much

My bill is getting bomb every month ( haha!)
Outgoing calls are too much ( i'm calling too much , well hey not because i have a bf i don't call him that much i've got other frens to call )
Sms(es) ( well .. this one it's of cause is my bf )
incoming ? ( dont have to say )

3. Do my last shopping with 100 buckaroos ( no more no less 100 bucks means 100 bucks)
4. Save money $ ! ( money is so fucking impt , don underestimate it . LOLLL ! )
5. Go back to bbss , and meet up with those gf(s)

Gossip together
Laugh loudly together
Study together!

6. Do a mass clean-up with my messy messy room

Paint my room
Draw pretty pretty stuffs on the wall
Or maybe hire elmer to draw the rose on my walls ? hahahaha !

7. Have manicures everytime! Well yeah now i already have manicure on my nails alreadeh!
8. Dye my hair ( D.I.Y)
9. Get a hair cut

Maybe do another extensions again
My fringe is too long ! !
My extensions are leaving me !

10. Try to spend more time with elmer.G
11. Meet up with victor and study together or maybe for lunch
12. This girl never msges elmer again! I'll never let you off though you're his ex .
13. Smoke lesser ? ( tee-hee-hee )
14. Get a new bag! Needa buy a handbag for school
15. More new friends when my school reopen
16. Bring lappy to school , cause there's wireless network
17. Recover and be in the pink of health .
18. LV backpack ;D ( it will never come true though . haha! )

Okay thats all i can think of! Elmer.G faster come back luh , i miss you .
I know many people miss me . hahas tytyty . Yes i'm buay ba ! :D Pohling called me his morning asking me to go back to work she say she really cannot tahan the new supervisor , shes so bored without me . Okay how am i at work ?

I sing in the shop
I dance in the shop
I scream in the shop
I go crazy in the shop
I can laugh non stop in the shop
I always irritate the rest at the shop
I always sms(es) in the shop
I always wait for customers to buy stuffs
I sever customers
I eat
I drink

Pohling say Casey misses me as well . I miss you two and shunner as well! I really miss us laughing so loud in the shop till the opposite can hear us all looking at us . I miss the times when we go to the back and smoke after work , and laugh until so loud when pohling tells us story .

Lafon vivo i only miss shunner , pohling and casey . NO more! (:

Well thats all i'm going to blog . It's not that long though .

i love to wear 2 year old kids watches :D

PIZAROOOS :D

my tattoo . That b did for me ystd . hahaha!

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2008-01-01T03:23:00.000-08:00

I've sleeping in the morning for yesterday and today , slept at almost 6am last night . And now it's almost 3.30 and i'm still awake . I woke up at 1 plus , basically i spend my whole day using the com . Played cs with baby , and after he went out . I aud all the way . Oh my i thought i semi-quitted aud . But i still don have the mood to fully go back to aud , i'm still in the semi-quitting or quitting mood . Elmer came and look for me half an hour ago , i went downstairs to look for him . He came with bernard , they ride over . LOL i warn bernard not to let him ride , or consequences is really bad man i tell you .

I'm waiting for him to be home , i'm sleeepy . i want to slp already .
going over to look for him tmr .
goodnight .

2007-12-25T03:14:00.000-08:00

That conversation was held before i went for my shower with me . Damn funny luh , we laugh alot since just now he fetched me till now we're at home . It's 3am in the morning .

MERRY XMAS!

It's my first xmas celebrated with b , he came and fetched me after work , and i finish worked at 1030 today , and i companied him to have his dinner at long john . And then we went to chill outside , and sit down look at the sea and countdown till xmas . B pluck a fucking small flower from the bushes that is behind us where we're sitting at , and i put it at the side of my head.

I bought b the lava lamp weeks back , and today i got him the elephant dispenser from action city for his second xmas present . Hahas , his urging to open up the present when i pass him it , keep trying to peek through the wrapping plastic . I ji tao zeng his head when he tries to peek .

So we chill infront of the sea till the clock strikes twelve and , merry xmas baby! (:

Then after that we left vivo at around 12.30 and left for the train , and train back to batok . and reached batok we cabbed home . i reach home around at 1.30 .

B reached home opens up the present , and msg me
: hahaha , you cute sia.

LOL that elephant is really cute b showed me through webcam . God i'm so sleepy so is he , still talking to him . Tmr is xmas and i'm working , wad-duh-f-o ! B went fishing in the afternoon , his so tanned right now . He've got sunburn . pheee u weet . He don allow me to be tanned , HMPH !
i'm sending this picture over to the police and arrest this big boy who molested me .
tanned-boi <3

he bites too :D
my nostrils :D
still biting
still still biting .

The flower on my head :D

B put the flower at his ear , he look so gay in it . hahas

he don love kisses at all!

his big present :D

I'm going to sleep now .

b , you love me too .
i love you as well very much .
i really seriously cant live without you
&& my love for you grows stronger & stronger & stronger .

2007-12-24T02:17:00.000-08:00

i'm elmer's wife

Hello world , after this post i'm going to sleep . Okay ystd i went to work with a super duper bad flu , and end up taking a half day off , cause they see me too sick to work already . So i called a cab , and cab down to his house . And his mummy cook dinner , then had dinner tgt with his parents .

After finishing up the food , b's mummy saw a fucking huge centipede in the kitchen . god i was screaming then when uncle tries to play with it . Uncle wants to cut off the stings , then can play with it already . B's mum says no . After that went to rest at b's bed . Then use the com , and i stare at the lava lamp and dream . Lava lamps really can make you go so blur , and think of stuffs . B was playing some chinese songs , way back in the years i listen . Like jaychou-shanhuhai . God that song really make me totally emo , and made thought of pasts , i told b . he was so jealous then . hahas . Then he say '' you go find him loh , gogogogogogo ''

After that b's bro came over to the house , and i left b's house at around 12.45 , b continue sleeping so i walk alone at night , it was really scary luh . Walking alone then wad if suddenly one person come grab and kidnap you . LOLL

Flag for cab , and reach home at around 1 plus with full of smoke smell .

B playing with bike at his carpark with his fren right now . I'm so bored , talking with alvin right now . Talking about private schools stuff and other stuff . So bored , he also going private . I'm so tired . I'm going to sleep . B's court case this thursday , i'm so worried . I took off that day , and i'll wait for him outside the subordinate court in the morning till his out .

goodnight .

2007-12-21T01:46:00.000-08:00

Yoyoyo , i'm having a bad flu right now & haven't been blogging for the past few days , i'm too busy to blog plus i'm working everyday and coming back home so tired therefore nope not blogging . Okay wad happen these few days .

Yeap work . And i got my n lvl results already , i got 11 which means i failed. i know if that somebody read this , you will say how stupid , n level is sucha easy thing , when somebody can topped thier level , when you failed . Lemme tell you this luh fucker , everybody got their own limits . By pushing the person makes things worse get it ? And fuckyou don't be too proud of your results and some other people results . I'm not being jealous and i don't have to . I really still hates the way you're doing things and still thinks that you wouldn't change your fucking weird attitude . And plus i guess you will only change when the times come , when you regret your fucking every single thing you did in the past .

Enough of sucker&fucker . It's without an S , so i'm referring to one person ONLY .

B brought me to school and get my result and came and pick me up again , cause i was crying badly then . haha! steph told him to come down to pick me up . Then me and b cab back to my hosue and change and i left for his house , stayed at his house till dinner , and b's mum came back home to pick us up and we went to east coast for dinner with his family and relatives . We ordered lotsa food .

And something fucking gross happen , when the cousin actually was flipping that about to finish plate SOTONGS , and there hiding a dead cockroach underneath the sotongs , not under the plate . It's on the plate , everybody started giving the want to vomit face . Cause that plate of sotongs is really finishing up already , everbody touch it . B ate alot , he nearly puke . B's attitude got really bad at that time , all got angry , but to me i dunnoe why i dont feel anything at that time , maybe cause i only ate 3 of it . yeah . haha ! B's mum demand for a full refund which is like a total of $148 buckaroos . After they refund us , me and b cab back to his house and the rest went to other places to eat .

B is prawning right now , i wanna prawn too! My flu is so so bad , i'm sniffing in the mucus so much . haha! I'm going to sleep the medicine is taking effect already . Anyway i'm not going to ite nor retain :D

zhongcai just came and chatted up with me , first sentence

zc: cb how are you ?
: hi lj :D

I took a half day off tmr , so to company b .

goodnight people . mwah! <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_lZgxQGnrMjc/R2qrswUi4GI/AAAAAAAACsc/TIPEGqZIF0s/s1600-h/he+is+my+last+one.jpg">

2007-12-15T01:30:00.000-08:00

I'm don't have the mood to edit the other two photos , only have the mood for one . Haven't seen b for two days already . miss him badly . he went chalet ystd then went out with mich they all so didn't come and look for me . Today he slept from morning which he reached home till 2 plus mich wake him up and he went for lunch with mich , then went back home and sleep till now still haven wake up . sighs his really a pig . i wanna get some sleep too . working till 12 tmr night . Here comes another saturday again! oh man oh man .

I'm so tired , and feeeling kinda wierd . feel so so so wierd , why uh ? maybe cause of ...
fuck tard , i shouldnt feel like this , chill .

Sighs goodnght .

fucking spastic

2007-12-13T01:36:00.000-08:00

Woke up early and bused down to b's house . Lied to him say i needa work , he believe it luh . Always scold me stupid , you yourself also effing stupid okay! Anyway i walked in to his condo , until the security guard look at me , thinking who is this girl man?! wakao , so i heck him ahs just walk in . Then reach b's doorstep , then i msg him
: I left breakfast at your doorsteps
Then he called me . He came out of the door , he was shock i was standing down there . he step one angry and then go inside don wan let me in . That idiot _|_ neh ! :D

Then ahs , today he didn kpkb saying wad i call him up so early . Then he went back to lie down , so i companied him . Then we watch tv at the living rm , then b's mummy wake up asking me today no work ahs .

After that we went to wash car . hahas .

me in b's ite shirt . i'm a stpper . :D tyty

I'm like some sex manic , took so much of b when he washing car . After finish washing then went to the dunnoe where de cold storage to shop for groceries for our lunch , then he cook . But because cold storage got fucking little stuffs to buy , so end we dine out at the fishball soup place . Then michelle came to meet us up cause she want to go to autobacs to see car's stuff , the rims and everything

Mich is filming right now , her show will start next tuesday at 830pm she said . I won't get the chance to watch ! Cause i'm working . oh god oh god ! ):
After having our lunch it's like already 4 plus . Then mich drove to autobacs , and see the cars stuff , damn i'm going to get my lic when i hit 21 . Fucking sway why did my batch can only take the fucking lic at 21 . god damn it . And i'm going to buy lotsa pretty accessories and change my car rims . God i love that Bugatti car . That car is still unleashed . It's the world's fastest car , wahpiang eh can travel 1km in 2.5 secs , it's fucking fast , and and and 400km in 1hr . Fuck tard .

1.25 mil . Not singapore money , but euro . God damn fucking cheap right ? LOLLLLL !
alright heres a picture of that fucking pretty car .
Presenting BUGATTI !

Okay after we autobacs mich drove us back , and went back and change , then me and b went for a swim , ccb luh the water fucking cold i tell ya , both of us zhun sia . Then that idiot still can push&throw me in the water . wahpiang eh he suddenly push me inside the water , i jitao in the water zhun . Then suddenly carry me and BOOM BA BA , i'm in the water . Then we went to jacuzzi then i brought my box of cigs over , i accidentally dip the box of cigs into the water , al wet ! ahahahaha! b keep scolding me stupid . fuck you luh . hahas at least got one stick can smoke better then nothing .

We swam awhile and went back , because the weather is really kan cold . And we went back and shower , then waiting for b's dad to come back home and go out for dinner tgt , so we went to sleep . Then b mum will wake us up when the dad is back . So b mum came and wake us up around 9 . All very hungry already , b mum's is so hungry as well . So i woke up first , and b still sleeping his too tired luh .

Then b's dad came back , and drove down to timah there to eat . Order alot of food , after we eat we shift to the smoking area table , and sit down and order hot drinks , cause the weather is really cold . Then we were joking and laughing at b's dad . Cause all smoking then only b's dad not smoking yet , cause he waiting his ciggs to come . Then b's mum say to his dad you don need to smoke also smell like astray already .

We talked alot , and laugh laugh . After everything is already like going to 11 , then drove back home , and used the toilet , ccb i dong until cannot dong .

Then after that i bused back home .

God i'm so sleepy right now , b still watching tv . he going chalet tmr already . Man i wanna smoke now pls . I'm so tired , i'm off. BYEE !

I enjoyed myself today b , haha fuck you :D
ilu

2007-12-12T01:41:00.000-08:00

hello b just awake , look at the time now it's 1am something already , never to blame him . one because he is sick . two because his with his frens till late last night & last but not least three , he brought me to work today . He insisted , i rejected . Because he-is-sick , get it ?

Yeah he didn't reply my msg i guess he falls asleep again , sucha pig . Going over to take care of him tmr , he don't want any breakfast , i should get him some fish porridge or pork , but nah he doesn't any of them . He wants to cook for me . We going to do groceries shopping tmr . LOL

I want sleep too! Kept yawning at work today! The ciggs kept me awake , thankyou so much . sms steph in the afternoon , god she said the day we getting our result is on the 18th! oooooooooooooooooooooo , i'm so so so dead . Thank you very much!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalehlujah~

oh b is not aslp he replied already . Maybe after this post then i'll jump onto my bed , and close my eyes and get some fucking good slp , and wake up fucking early tmr to b's house and get some fucking good slp AGAIN! :D

me and ziyuan :D
okays his my good good good fren okay ? hahas ! he worked at the opp shop of mine , which is motorola . Okay how we get to know each other , there he asked his fren to came and get my number from me that time like a month ago ? I didn't want to give but the fren kept forcing me so i gave . Now we became good frens already , smoke tgt everyday . Whenever i want to go or i need to get something when i cant go and buy it , i'll call him up . HAHA ! I'm so bad luh .
I always miss call him , and he'll call me back
zy: yes mdm ?
: CHOU YAN ! CHOU YAN!
zy: now ( in chinese) ?
: yes now .
zy: okok.

His really great luh , really a worthy fren to know . I wouldn't regret giving my number to him though .

I'm off to sleep , goodnight (:

2007-12-11T01:48:00.000-08:00

♥ hate that i love you so

God damn , i love the remix version of the way i are , baby burned for me , he burned the disc for me to put in my shop . God i've been like dancing in the shop for the whole day listening to my music . All the kinda get high song , until opp shop are all looking , but who cares when you're high . LOL !

Anyway i worked today yeah it's me and baby's one month . Oh anyway i really need to say something i saw . God ! It's past already , stop digging out the past pls luh , and using one person as an example . Sheeesh , until the person came complaining to me bout it already . And well who cares , i don't give a f luh dey .

B came to picked me up after worked today , and he gave me this!
yeah i know it's just some normal balloons , but it's really pretty , machiam like flower . God after this week no off day ! Actually this week theres two off days now changed to one . wada f ? Everybody is going to work like one dog . So i took off on wednesday , so i can company baby . His falling sick soon . We talked bout lotsa funny stuffs from before we board the bus , till he drop off . Anyway his sick , and i'm still not okay yet either!

We both get flu and bad coughs . Usually he will pat behind my back , now it's my turn to pat behind his back . My nails are preteh! I'm gonna sleep soon. B's group of frens is at his house right now .

Shit , god damn it . M say we need to play those xmas songs from tmr onwards ,omg i cant dance cant sing anymore in the shop . hahahas pohling is so happy , cause they cannot tahan me already . God ! no more r&b(s) and all those stupid xmas songs .

Siilennnttttttttttt nighttttttttttttt , holyyyyyyyyyyy nighttttttttttttttt .

Man , me and pohling are going (@*^(*@^$(*^$ cause those songs really can make us sleep , we cant serve customers with sleepy attitudeeeeee .

Enough of blogging i'll blog again soon .

MISSED&LOVED

ta-ha-ha ! :D

M plus S

2007-12-10T02:30:00.000-08:00

♥ first pic together

happy one month big boy!
hate that i love you so much (:

& this one month time flies so quickly though
& this one month so many things happened to us
& this one month we've been together for 31 days
& this one month they are happy and sad times
& this one month you made me feel loved once again
& this one month you filled me with surprises
& this one month you gave me a bouquet of roses
& this one i shower with you love
& this one month we brought each other to sentosa , which we haven't been to for more then 10 years .
& this one month i bought breakfast for you and wake you up with you complaining like *^@$&^@!
& this one month you always come to fetch me after work , with different tricks
& this one month we played dai-dee tgt in your rm , and you lose like you never before .
& this one month you tried to company me as much as you can .
& this one month you bought our couple rings

&& after this one month we will understand each other more and more each day
&& after this one month i wanna do so lots more things with you
&& after this one month we will love each other more each day
&& after this one month we still got many months to go
&& after this one month we still keep on counting down , never stop
&& after this one month to the zoo , to the night safari
&& after this one month i'll shower with more and more love each day .
&& after this one month i want you to cook for me
&& after this one month i'll still buy for you breakfast on my off day , and wake you up

yes i know it's just a one month , i know people will say chey one month only . But really this one month i enjoyed alot being with that big boy . Spent happy times together . Yes the first month is always sweet . I want it never to end . i love you elmer (:

2007-12-09T19:44:00.000-08:00

hello i'm back home , went to jp just now with my maid . And then to gombak to get my nails done . I'm going to pass my card to b already . I just got my pay like four days ago , and now i only left like half of my pay .

RAH ! b i love you ! I'm off for my dinner right now .

2007-12-08T01:27:00.000-08:00

hello i'm at home already , today is my off day , so wake up early in the morning again and went to batok to buy breakfast for that big boy sleeping at home , and cabbed over to his house . Msged auntie last night ask if she wants breakfast but she doesn't want it . So just da bao for that big boy enough already . When i'm on the cab i realise i forget to buy breakfast for myself . Then wake that big boy up and we share the breakfast tgt . Stupid pig keep forcing me to eat .

Okay we left the house at around 2 with his mum , and we went to JP to catch the 4.20pm enchanted movie . Auntie drove there , and we bought the tickets first , and went to 7-11 bought cigs , all no cigs already , and all smoke diff cigs . so b bought 3 , 1 for me , 1 for him and 1 for his mum .
So we stayed outside jp and smoke first thn go eat . We went to eat crystal jade , i like the xiao long bao leh . Very nice eh got the juice thing inside one . B keep scolding me stupid luh wadever stuffs . Until auntie keep saying him rude .

After we ate went to cham auntie bought her necklaces , until b don wan wait go smoke himself thn left me and auntie . Then after bought finish i tell auntie no time smoke liao , she say can we go outside the wehre smoke . But actually the foodcourt door there is lock , so end up we didn't get to smoke , cause we're late for movie already .Met b at the cinema there .
The show was nice luh i tell you , haiya fairytales wad , the ending is also sweet , the ending will always be happily ever after . Unlike other shows like had a sudden twist to the movie ya know ?
After movie we went to smoke , and went sasa to get my mascara , and went to get our dinner , and me and b go do the tattoo thing . B mum says his back so much tattoo already still do this kind of things . LOL

After that went back to his house , jitao peng on the bed , we both headache , we reached home didn't even eat the dinner straight peng on the bed already . Slept till 11 like that b's mum call b wake up say it's 10.45 already you all still don wan eat . LOL we too tired already .

So woke up have our dinner , can be supper already sia , so late already .after eating companied b awhile and i went back home . His so tired so i told him to stay home and rest don have to send me . Reached home at around 12 .
Until now b still sleeping . what a pig pl0x .

Waiting for him to wake up , it's 1.23am right now .

Bought for b the lava lamp at my shop ystd , glad that he like it .Loves , goodnight .

p.sss . i've got a ''tattoo'' ! :D
b got tattoosssssssssssssssssssssss ! :D

b iloveyou too :D thanks for everything as well
i enjoyed myself being with you as well

2007-12-05T17:28:00.000-08:00

Hey-yo! The clock is striking 3am in the morning soon , less then 15mins time . Yeah today it has been raining like cats&dogs . I'm still awake but feeling sleepy . Will pooof off to my bed after finish burning songs in the disc .

Slept at around 5am last night , all harris's fault , you can put the blame on him . And i overslept today again . tsk tsk tsk this cant simply go on . Anyway V told me i'm the only one left working now . Oh gawd! I rather work thn stay at home puh-lease . So sentosa next week ? i got to tell aizat the day very soon , i'm deciding which day .

I cabb-ed to work today again , gawd i seems to like so lazy to take train , just go down my house downstairs flag ur hands , there you go cab . Sit down relac only luh . B is at zouk right now , stupid boi tmr got to wake up early still go chiong , tsk tsk tsk . B bio more girls come back give me see , i want see how chio . tyty .

Pay day today , b came early today cause i told him to , so that he can choose the lava lamp colours , i'm getting him one for his xmas present . Yeah so he chose the colour already , i'll buy it for him tmr already , i reserved it . His room no matter daylight or night , it's always dark , if put the lava lamp in . Wah chio luh!

The roses are withering already! I'm getting myself another watch again , going to get that nautica one . LOL the more i see the more i like sia even though it's big , i'm getting the dark brown . Stupid song still not downloaded yet , how slow luh , ben xiao jie is so sleepy already pl0x , hurry up!

or else i'm going @(^$(^@#)(*^!)^$)_$&^!$&#(#@

& the abcdefgs words coming out from my brain thn to my mouth .

Off day on friday , i'll go over to b's house early in the morning and dapao his breakfast for him again , i'll msg auntie tmr ask her if she wants since b say his lazy to ask .

I don't want to wait for that song already , i'll stop blogging and quickly burn the fucking cd and get my sleeep.

goodnight

2007-12-05T02:42:00.000-08:00

♥ pictures of you

Man it's so late again . And puh-lease i'm so late for work today , i work up at like 10.30 which i start work at 10.30 , quickly get up and didn't even laze on the bed , and to duh toilet , thn duh basin , thn duh rm , then changed . And pooof i'm out , without even wearing any makeup .And flag for a cab . This is why cause hello my workplace eats your moneh ! hell yeah , one min late is equals to one dollar .

It's going to be 3am soon . sighs .
I don't know when the hell is the release of n lvls result , and talking to kuan&harris right now , they seems so kuku don't even know , cannot be blame cause harris is a o' lvl student . CLAPS! sucha bright student yeah ? Even his surname involves chemistry .Which is KOH , and equals to potassium hydroxide . Alright studentsssss '' -end of lesson- ''

i waited for you cause i wants to talk to you more
company you more .
but i realise when you're outside right now .
You don't really reply my msg though .
I waited for you to be back last night , even though i'm sleepy .
But we didn't talked much and you wanted to slp .
haa! it's alright .

Nights peeps

with loves ,
(:

2007-12-03T08:42:00.000-08:00

♥ baby i'll stay true to you

HAPPY 33th BIRTHDAY to my blood brother (:

Heya , I'm still at my o-w-n home . & i didn't move out , so don probe . Where is justice huh ? It's all un-fairness , and those old-minded of yours . tsk tsk tsk
Well bro&mum went to meet b with his mum ystd at mac , and we met up and talk for awhile and went off , cause we're rushing off to the wedding dinner .

xiaohui's jie wedding last night , then i felt so envy . I thought yeah right , women's most prettiest time was the day of her marriage and indeed really pretty i mean , really . My day will come when i'm 23 ? 24 ? or 25 . Yeah between those ages , i'll be married off . Anyway we can't really predict whats going to happen next & you may not even know you might be dying next second , minutes and so on .

So today after work , b and mich came and pick me up , mich drove b to vivo to pick me up , and drove us to westmall , and drove me back home . I'm feeling so so sleepy already , waiting for that big boy to reach home . thanks mich & i love ... (:

eileen <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_lZgxQGnrMjc/R1Q6llzfq3I/AAAAAAAACl0/T0wA7BikrOw/s1600-R/DSC05191.JPG">xiong

wedded couples
click for larger image yea ? cause the humans are all so tiny .
chuan

not ready for photo yet
super spastic , camera man wants us to say '' yeah!'' & '' huat ah! ''
really cannot make it
well cousins , all the girls together with ahgong&ahma <3s onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_lZgxQGnrMjc/R1Q3CVzfqiI/AAAAAAAACjM/2DmqYkpl6_E/s1600-R/SL700877.JPG">
grandchildrens , only both of my brothers all not in the photo luh . ahgong says it's not all here yet .

b , i'll wait for you plus you must wait for me too .
and right we must stay strong , and overcome everything
as long as the love is there .

2007-12-01T01:53:00.000-08:00

Hello guys , i won't be blogging for good right now , till everything is settle . And yeap for a little of info whats happening to me , and wad stuffs i got to settle about . Anyway the info is i've decide to move in to b's house , i've yet to tell my parents what decision i made . And yeah this is the decision i had made , i'm going over and stay with him . And for good i won't be moving back till i grow up , till you all wants to see me .

And sorry i can't choose another path you all gave me , cause thinking of the images of that path is really scary . I rather choose this path which i always wanted . And yeah so long guys .

BYEEEEEE (:

&&&&
p.sssss : keep it a secret yeah ? hahas ! my life is currently so upside-down&screwed (:

2007-11-28T02:24:00.000-08:00

OKAY ! I'm seriously so pissed with the photos arrangements , cause they're all so so messed up ! There are way more photos to upload , but the file name just all jumble up , all screwed up . So i'll only upload a lil first , the rest tmr .

God b forced me to go to doctor tmr because it's my off day , and because i'm so sick . RAH ! His going to bring me to doctor tmr . I-feel-so-sick . And boo i'm going to doctor tmr , and we'll lunch out tgt tmr .

My nose is so so so blocked! I can hardly smell anything , it got nothing to do with ciggs . It's really blocked nose , i sneeze alot , and yah ? , i sneeze alot .

I'm drinking like 1.5ml water/day ever since ystd , and the visits to the toilets trips are increasing as well , i can like after half and hour i need the toilet so bad badly again .

God! So many people saw my neck and my god , they will say what happen to ur neck ?
love bite ah ?

Wahpiang wad you wan me to say , i can only paste one transperant plaster on my neck , it's soooooooooooo embarrassing pl0x . The photos below shows how obvious the mark is = =

Anyway me and casso had plan up to go for sentosa with the girls next month to da beach (:
So my payday is coming again . weeet weeet . Singtel people called me up ystd and blah blah , telling me i have to pay this certain amount on this date & this certain amount on this date .

S: Hello , i'm calling from singtel blah blah blah blah blah .
: uh ?
S : you got an overdue payment to be made ( i guess its something like that )
: yeah i know . ( i feel like laughing at that time , cause its so embarrassing)
S: So when you wan to pay it ?
: uh ? mid dec
S: It's toooooo long mdm
: but i haven get my pay wad , how to pay
: I pay bit by bit loh
S: So you pay partially
: ya
S: okay , so can u pay 200 by 3 dec ?
: HUH ! ? 200 ? cannot . too much
S: ok thn you pay 149 on 3rd dec , and pay 200 by 17 dec
: Okay loh ( i was thinking i don think i can make that amount by the date she gave )

Tra-lalala , hehehes , i still miss the day at sentosa when i was browsing thru the photos for that day . It was really great .

I've always have less then 6 hrs sleep every night , companying that big boy , or else huh later he kpkb . LOL :D

to b :

b sleep late tonight , chat longer with your frens , then you will surely wake up late tmr , and we don have to go to the dooctor . YAY ! muahahas ilu *

i was just using his tattoo for photography .
bad shot .
see ? i told ya it's so obvious .

we love this , though it's kinda cut off .

skyride
lemme think is this the 4d magix or cineblast ?
4d magix (:

Okay i'll stop here , the rest of the photos will upload them up tomorrow , cause they're SCREWED!

2007-11-26T01:37:00.000-08:00

b wants me to put his picture for my dp , and he put mine for his . funny b .

Okays i'm back from sentosa , it was fab luh alright ? So i woke up early and bus-ed down to batok to get breakfast for b& his parents . So i bought all the things b said . So cab over to his house and we had our breakfast all tgt . B wants me to have porridge cause i'm sick . He doesn't want to go sentosa already cause i'm so sick . My flu really damn jia lat okays .

Okay so stayed at his house till around 1 , and we left for sentosa . Went to vivo first , and went to my shop there talk talk with them awhile , then off we go to sentosa . We sat monorail over , by the time it was already 2 . B already kpkb already , cause we keep on tu&tu&tu(hokkien) .

Yeah , so we reached sentosa . wahpiang ehs the wheather kampua hot luh . We sweat alot , so we walk to palawan beach to find B's fren ( bernard) , thn we went off for lunch . B didn't allow me to eat this&that . No fried stuffs , but in the end he did luh , he no choice wad . LOL wahlao the koufu at that the food price all damn chor loh.

So after lunch we walk to dolphin lagoon , but reached there , think its boring and we went to take the bus and go to imbiah . So we went to sky tower , thn to luge . Wahlao the luge was damn fun luh , damn fast and i won b . I'm faster then you okays , i even brake to wait for you hor , still lose ben si le luh . After luge down to the beach there , we took the skyride back up , and headed to for a drink . B bought strawberry milkshake , and i got myself a tiger beer , too thirsty ahs , i see beeer i drool already . LOL b keep saying
'' xiao mei mei drink beeer ''

After we had our drink we went into butterfly park & insect museum ahs ? Yeah , i took super pretty photos of the butterfly . But the photos will only be posted up tmr . sorry (:

After that we went to er 4d magix thingy , damn wad luh . i keep screaming inside the theater . Then we went to cineblast . Then after that we went merlion thn off back to vivo for dinner . By the time we finish dinner was already 8 . Then after dinner called a cab , cause too much peopler at the taxi stand lazy to wait . So i call cab . And cab down to his house , and then we transfer the photos from his digi cam to his com . Then slept on the bed , then left his house around 11 . And he send me to batok , then i went home .

Okay sorry i'll post up all the pictures up tmr after b pass me the memory card , theres tons of picture so tmr will be dooms blogging day for me , cause alot sia . upload like fk , thn ahs the file kampua big somemore .

Okay working tmr wahliews so late already , chatting with b nw , post pictures up tmr .

toodles!

2007-11-24T02:07:00.000-08:00

RAH * I'm so sleepy . B is at zouk right now . Actually i was going out to drink , but after i dapao macdonald for my brother back home , i seems so lazy to go out to drink , so decided to stay at home instead . B's fren is drunk right now , b is taking care of him . LOL . Maybe tmr i'll go out to the pubs to drink , RAH i miss it today due to my laziness , don't ask me why i can go in . Cause i simply can go in alright ? And another reason for not going cause i'm sick .

Yes i'm sick , my throat is feeling horrible right now . Slight fever , flu . YAY ! Get well soon before sunday . If i'm sick ho seh liao , sunday don need go sentosa le . I didn't tell b that i'm sick , didn't want him to worry .Cause you see if i tell him , he wouldn't be able to enjoy himself outside already luh dey !

I'm feeling so terrible right now . My flu ain't normal flu . I haven't smoke , that causes it . BBOINGGS !

It's been long i haven talk to drax that lil bro , we always love to twit tgt . Like as in :

omqqqqq , i l0rvE yo0uuee !

Yeah , thats twiting , i know so many people out dere twit so much . Wahpiang eh step one sia . RAH my nose terrible , horrible , vegetable .

Alright thats for all ! BYEE peeps .

Goodnight (:

p.sssssssssssssss b sunday ! ;D

casey's hand & my leg (:

2007-11-23T01:49:00.000-08:00

♥ roses are love

Oh yeah , i'm so tired . teehehehe RAHH ! :D I'm feeling so terrible right now , i needa smoke . LOL . T-e-r-r-i-b-l-e ! Going to Sentosa with b on sunday , going to his house in the morning first , thn we'll leave for sentosa .

Talking to b online now , his playing with his samurai thingy , i'll take my penknife . LOL . I'm so so so so bored &tired . Talking bout tons loads of stuffs .

And it's been days i promise ziyuan that i will transfer songs to his thumb drive , and omg i haven't once again , i didn't today . I keep on telling him , sompa sompa today i transfer for you . Wahliews , ho seh liao loh . RAH ! I'm going to tell him the same thing again , his going to go berserk already . ROFL .

Next post will be the sentosa post , stay tune . LOL !

goodnight people , tons of loves

2007-11-19T19:13:00.000-08:00

Okay played cs and o2 jam with b just now . Just put down the phone with him , rahhh i'm feeling hungry and sleepy right now . I woke up at 1 plus and felt sleepy again after 2 hrs . Working life , so tiring . LOL !

B is cooking right now . I also want to eat . Maybe i'll go over to his house this sunday . LOL . I miss him lehs . I'll water the flowers everyday . Is twice a day too much ? Will they die ? I want it to live as long as possible (:

I wanna try B's cooking , he says he know how to cook this&that . I shall try dem this sunday if i'm going over . I'm going to do my pedi&mani later if i'm free .

Stupid b bullied me at cs just now . Had lotsa of fun , we knifed each other .Killed each other .
Hu xiang chang sha you know ?

hahahahas i love flowers (:

I've got so little time for b . so sorry

2007-11-19T01:37:00.000-08:00

another heart from b today (:

Okay today i'm really effing high&happy okays , and i really mean really ! I was late for work today , i work up late , i don't have enough sleep for these past days , chatted with b till late night so end up didn't had enough slp . hahas but its okay ! Alright so i sms with him last night till i fell aslp , he won't fall aslp one luh , that pig woke up at 9pm last night . AND hellos ? his still awake now outside with his fren chatting , pheee u weeet . LOL it's been more then 24 hrs and his still awake .

Alright today at work was super high , only when me and shunner works tgt , we can really always laugh like mad cows in the shop , go so so crazy , laugh till so loud that even the opp shops looking at us . Okay the high thing was that we have been dancing in the shop for like so long . We played the songs , and started dancing , as if like we were clubbing . And dance like those 80's people dance , like using the twist sign at your eyes ? LOL damn funny we were laughing like hell , and the opp. shops were laughing at us .

Okay the super happy thing . B came and look for me today after work , today was a huge surprise . He comes with diff surprises everyday after work , this chou b , loves to lie (:

Okay this is the scenario :

The girl was working , and she was smsing her boyfriend while working .

The boy ask if he needs to come down to pick her up after work , so the girl say : up to you (:
So the boy replied : okay , then i'll stay at home and rest .
- the girl thought okays , cause he didn had a wink ever since he woke up the night before at 9pm -

So the girl thought all the while he wouldn't come . LOL
But the boy kept smsing her ask her wad she was doing , so she replied .
The boy say okay i'm going to slp already goodnight .
Girl replied : goodnight (:

1 or 2 hrs later ..

* boy msges girl

b : wad you doing ?
g: buying my dinner
b: at where ?
g : ljs . i thought u sleeping why wake up ?

b : i'm going back to slp already . goodnight .
g: okays (: goodnight .

So it was 9.42pm

The shop that the girl was working at was about to close .
She was standing outside the shop chatting with her colleagues , suddenly a small boy came with a bouquet of roses , and gave it to the girl standing by the shop .

* The girl was shock , thinking wad was happening , thinking that it was for her frens not for her .

Then the small boy walk away with the bouquet of roses , and the girl follow to see who was the one giving the roses .
But all the girl saw was a lady on the phone asking the boy to give the girl the roses .
The girl then uses sign language to ask he lady '' for me ? '' the lady nodded .

Then the girl took the roses and look around the shops around her looking for the person .

And then she say her boyfriend walking from the opp to look for her .

* the girl screams and squatted down , and nearly teared .

ALRIGHT ! i'll stop here .

LOL so after i saw b from opp i was so happy because he told me he was slping , and i've always thought he was sleeping , he walk to my shop i run to him and gave him a huge hug , and kisses him (:

I was totally surprise by what he did luh , cause i didn't expect him to do this , so i just hold on to the roses ad hug him tightly . And he say wait , and walk away to take stuffs , and comes back with a dawing he drew .

Okay let me explain . The lady was his sister , and the small lil bro who delivers the roses , was his sister's son . It was totally so drama luh at that time . I straight away stop working and stayed outside my shop and stayed with him . He told me he was at vivo since afternoon . He told me he went on to the internet to search for the materials like the meanings of the flowers .

He was all the while at vivo . How dumb i can be . RAHHHH ! ;D

Omg i love you luh b , you're the first one .

me&shunner& gummy candiiesssssssssssssss (:

B is so jealous after i send him this picture and said he don wan talk to me
LOL !
Then shunner's bf straight away called her . LOL

Both bf(s) reaction big big .
shunner's spastic face
ours ;D
shunner say i machiam kum lj .
yea kum lj = =

Stupid pohleng , ask her take us , she purposely take our legs only .
and she took this of me

see my gek sai face ;D

shunner ask me to pose this luh , wahpiang ehs .

ROSES !! I LOVE ROSES !

B thanks for the suprises you gave me everytime after work , i simply love you too much le luh . what a lie you gave me today ! I'll forgive you for that luh , LMAO ! AND AND AND these is the meanings of the bouquet of flowers that b search for the whole afternoon
: Red means , love , respect , courage .
9 roses means an eternal love , together as long as we live .

how sweet . LOL

b thanks for the every little thing you did for me
so sorry for sacrificing your sleeping time and come and plan today's suprise for me
and yes eternal tgt for as long as we live yeah ? though we're tgt for like 1 week&2days
but during this period of time , it's all happiness in between .
iloveyou .
You've been
LOVED&MISSED by S

2007-11-18T01:48:00.000-08:00

& I'll MISS YOU
& I'll LOVE YOU
(:

2007-11-17T02:29:00.000-08:00

me & b formal . He came and look for me after prom night (:

smoke break :D

B drew heart for me ;D

Okay i shall not blog . I'm so lazy . Okay wednesday was the prom night . enjoy the pics . I'll shalld let the pics do the talking . I'm need enough slp (:
The pics are not all in yet , there is somemore in sheryl's cam ;D

me&joey girl
b edit de . nice mahs ?
the girls .
casso&me
stphy&me
vicky& me
gosh so ugly in this pic .
stephy& me
me&casso
me&yongxiang
aizhong
with teacher
sister and me . i love him . thanks sis for the necklace as bday present . i love it .
me and my deer . i love himm too :D
together .
me and mr mazlee
mazlee acting cute
carlos
shaoyu
azlina
(:
lame kids do during work

minghui& me
cam-whore

i love b .
b is a stalker
b love to suprise me every night after work
i love b ;D